Sunday, April 18, 2010
sometimes i cry because i'm sad..because of the things i see..
because of the things i heard..
its cos of the things i get to know..
sometimes i know that knowing it would make myself sad..
but i still insist in looking for it..
and end up getting sad..
sometimes you know something is true, but its better to not see prove of that truth..
becos it will hurt so much more than it is already...
sometimes i cry because i feel remorseful..
because of the thing i say..
because of the things i do..
but how many times do i actually realize it in time to save that situation..
i really don't know..
sometimes i cry because i'm angry..
at the wrong person..
at the wrong time..
i can't control my temper sometimes and just blow at that person...
and end up feeling so bad after that..
sometimes i cry because i hate myself so much..
for the things i've done..
for nv learning to be thankful..
for nv learning to be understanding..
sometimes i cry because i want something so much but knowing that it will nv be mine..
its not something that i just know..
but its enough to hurt everytime i'm reminded of it..
sometimes i cry because i'm afraid...
afraid of losing a fren..
afraid that i will give up..
afraid that i can't be as good as your wan me to be..
i think i'm having abit of everything now :(
i wan to give up but i really dunno how..
can someone tell me how.. :( :( :(
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
12:18 AM
