Wednesday, December 24, 2008
i'ts christmas eve.. Merry Christmas the person who is reading this.. =)went to the esplanade to pass up my lpa paper and watch acapella on the 19 of dec.. the show was great.. haha and here's a picture of the outdoor theatre...
and heres sum picture taken on ian's bd..
ian and his cake..
chen chian and him cutting the cake...
this pic looks like ian is forcing chen chian to eat the cake.. haha
well, i guess thats all for now...
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
10:42 PM
Friday, December 12, 2008
its the holidays!.. 3 wks, no sch.. =) for now its good haha.. but after maybe 1 wk i'll start missing sch.. lol.. but wait until that time comes then say ba..tues was EG2 paper.. hope i pass it.. lol.. i blank 13 marks.. and 10marks was from to 1 qns.. so in my paper u can see that there is one very nice and clean page with just the qns no. and nothing else.. lol..
then on wed is amt and lpa paper but lpa cancelled =).. i think i can at least pass amt.. i seriously hope i really do pass it.. cos its the only paper i got more hope of passin compare to the others.. lol.. emo like crap on this day.. haiz..
finish my last paper(AEL) ytd(thurs).. it was total crap.. i think it would take a miracle for me to even get a just pass... i basically crap thru the whole paper.. i wonder where all the things i studied went to.. my brain just doesn't seem to wan to process anything bout it...
i seriously dun wan to see my results now.. lol...
exam days r the time where i spent most of my time in sch.. go early and go hm late.. just to study.. lol.. but i only have myself to blame.. lol. cos thats the only time where i will seriously sit down and feel like studying.. usually, i'm in no study mood mode... so even if i take a bk out and wan to study.. i wun be able to concentrate at all.. i'll just daydream with my bk open in front of me.. lol..
for now.. time to relax and then look for a job.. cos i got a feeling my allowance is goin to drop =.= i seriously hope it wun happen.. but if i have a job i wun take allowance from them then.. lessen their burden.. lol..
seems like my LJ is full of emo post only.. dunno y.. dun seem to have much happy things to write about..
i really dunno how to walk to u and tell u i love u... but i noe its impossible to expect anything back from u.. so as long as ur happy, i'll be happy for u.. and i'll keep this love i have for u deep in my heart until it passes...
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
6:12 PM
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
emo emo emo.. this is like the most wrong time to emo.. but still i'm emoing.. y cant ur be nice to me during the exams so at least i can study.. i'm so sick and tired of everything.. i dunno wat to do or wat to say anymore.. wats wrong with believing in wat i say.. i dun understand.. do i really deserve 0% of trust... am i that hard to trust... wats wrong with me.. its like there's nothing good bout me at all.. the more ur scold me the more i hate myself.. how how how... i seem to be emoing more and more now.. maybe i should just go back o how i use to be last time.. cos now even if i laugh i can't convince myself that it doesnt sound fake.. cos it sounds dam fake so fake that it hurts even by just thinkin of it..wat if every memory and flashback just brings in more pain?... :'(
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
10:56 PM
Saturday, December 06, 2008
ytd had sch as usual.. then durin aeeps started takin pics.. but will just post a few here.. ytd's lesson was quite fun.. haha.. maybe i'll start to enjoy this lesson more than usual?.. well i hope so.. the teacher was funny ytd.. lol..gary, maria and me
yeeteng and me...
then after sch.. went to our space to study.. at first was with soonheng only cos couldnt find the rest who say they wan to study.. then when soonheng went down with his fren.. he msg me and told me the rest were eatin at c1.. then after a while.. they came up.. all walk pass me but no one saw me =.= so they went to look for a place at the back.. then eric walk back out then only he saw me.. he say my presence very low so no one can see me =.=" wth... say until like this.. lol.. then when soonheng came back.. went inside to the place the rest were to study.. but sumthing happened.. so started to emo like siao.. then went to ourspace the balcony.. sat there and chit chat with serene until the sun went down.. that place is super nice when its bout 6+ 7pm.. quite windy when the sun starts to go down.. i like that place.. lol.. then me and serene say that durin the eefoc next yr if both of us come back.. we will go to that place during the evening.. =) i'll be looking forward to that day.. we both even crap bout opening emo club.. haha..
serene and me...
my new emo place..
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
11:54 PM
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
today is my "nu er" wenny's birthday.. haha.. and the class celebrated it for her during auto cad.. =)see she looks swt rte.. haha..
me, soon heng and wenny (my "son" and "daughter" lol..)
well soo much has happen recently.. i'm in a mess now.. and its like i made this mess and jump in myself.. dumb rite.. i goin to siao le.. and heres sumthing karling show me that is nice.. haha
That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and
everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus
is you and this person and you realize that that person is
the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest
of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift
and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel
so lucky that you found it and so scared that that it will
go away all at the same time.”
everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus
is you and this person and you realize that that person is
the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest
of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift
and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel
so lucky that you found it and so scared that that it will
go away all at the same time.”
I wanted a perfect ending. Now I’ve learned, the hard way,
that some poems don’t rhyme, and some stories don’t have a
clear beginning, middle and end. Life is about not
knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making
the best of it, without knowing what’s going to happen
next.”
that some poems don’t rhyme, and some stories don’t have a
clear beginning, middle and end. Life is about not
knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making
the best of it, without knowing what’s going to happen
next.”
Love is like grass. If you fall on it, it may leave a
stain and some temporary pain. But you’ll get over the
pain, it will eventually stop hurting. Now maybe the stain
ruined your favorite pair of jeans, or maybe it was
nothing special that was ruined, but either way the stain
remains there. And with time, it will begin to fade, but
it will always be there, a permanent reminder that you,
too, once fell.”
stain and some temporary pain. But you’ll get over the
pain, it will eventually stop hurting. Now maybe the stain
ruined your favorite pair of jeans, or maybe it was
nothing special that was ruined, but either way the stain
remains there. And with time, it will begin to fade, but
it will always be there, a permanent reminder that you,
too, once fell.”
ya.. i agree with it sumhow.. well i guess thats all for now..
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
12:50 AM
