Friday, February 22, 2008
actually i dun really like my this women who is "suppose" to be part of my family... (total crap) i dun like her to the limit that i dun even want to a "chen ren" this person as part of my life... and when i saw my bro putting a photo of him with her side of the family writing COUSINS... i got very angry and wrote a comment to him saying... "i didn't know u had so many cousins... which family are u from?..." stupid... y did i had to see wat he wrote... i dun mind the picture there but the word cousin(???) really pist me off... if he seriously want those cousins then pls dun say i'm his sister... i dun really want to be related with "them"...Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
12:04 AM
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
today i heard the news of the death of a famous actress Lydia Sum.... i felt so sad when i heard that... and when i watch the news of her... i cried... she was such a great actress... i've watched quite alot of shows of her and like wat one of the person said on tv... she'll always live in our hearts.... :'(today is also the day i know wat school i'll be going to... and i got in to NP... the msg came at bout 6 am in the morning... when i saw the msg... i thought i read it wrongly and so i kept looking at it over and over again.... :)
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
10:22 PM
Sunday, February 17, 2008
wat if one day....i woke up and become...
less kind, less friendly, less emotional, less caring...
will i feel better?...
becoz i 'll worry less, care less, bother less....
will i cry less?...
coz my heart doesn't hurt anymore that easily?... :'(
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
11:45 PM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
today is such a tiring day for me... i went from one place to another just to pass some things... i actually tot of making another trip but gave up the idea when i feel my legs aching... haha... and i also did a stupid thing tday... i send a msg to the person who is nv suppose to read that mag... haiz... i'm going to faint already... i dun know wat to do if that person ask me lei... i guess all i can do now is pray hard and hope that person will forget about it... haiz... i feel so troubled...Now i'm blogging from my mum hse and my bro's keyboard is so hard to use... i have to press hard to let the letters appear on the screen so i guess i'll end here.... oh ya and one last thing is
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE!!!
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
10:56 PM
Thursday, February 07, 2008
hmmm... today i woke up at bout 10 am... (it's the earlist for this week or maybe this month... haha...) just wake up only get scolded again... haiz... so sian... these few days everyday also like this... then went to cold storage to buy some vegetables... i spend almost half an hr queing up to pay $... frist time i go there and Q for such a long time... then after come home have to pack up some things... clean the kitchen... then mop the floor... durind the time of mopping again got scolded... haiz... hope in the future i'll hav less of this... after mopping the floor... after mopping the floor... its time to "lao yu sheng"... then dinner... after bath have to cut garlic... and then aft that i also can't rmb wat i did le... and now i'm going to try to only sleep at 3 am... haha.. well i guess thats all for now..Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
1:11 AM
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Today i recieve a email from someone which told me that i sent a chain mail to him... i was shocked becoz i seriously didn't notice that i click on his email.... i swear i definitely won't send such a mail to him... i would usually just send it back to my frenz... (coz they r the ones who keep sending such mail to me... if i dun open my mail for bout 1 wk it would be flooded with such mails...) he is consider a teacher to me and i respect my teachers alot... i feel so bad now... i hope his not too angry... haiz... i was having such a good mood just now but now i feel so guilty... all i can say now is that i'm so so sorry... haiz... :( and hope that he can forgive me...Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
1:00 AM
Monday, February 04, 2008
This morning... after i just wake up, all i hear is nag nag nag... after finish naging then scold scold scold... haiz... this is not the first time... and rite after i just try to drag myself up from the bed is definitely not the rite time to nag and scold me for i dun even know why... cos the only think that will go thru my mind at that time is "CAN U PLS SHUT UP!"... but i didn't say it out la... i just say it in my heart... and such afternoon usually last bout 1 to 2 hr... finally after that long long 1 hr... my ear got to rest and the rest of the day went on smoothly... now thing bout it... its actually this person who keeps nagging at me that keeps my life going... becoz she's special to me... so no matter wat... as long it doesn't hurt anyone i dun mind living my day everyday like this afternoon.... =)ytd i watch the last ep of 换换爱... wah... i cry until dun know like wat like tt... haha... i almost cry thru the last 3 ep actually... but the ending was nice... at least no one had to die... haha... watch the show and u'll get wat i mean... have been watching quite alot of shows this days... and the best one to me is a hong kong drama call 野蠻奶奶大戰戈師奶(starring~ 汪明荃,黃宗澤,胡杏兒)... its such a nice show... now i'm watching 恶作剧2吻... its a nice show too... haha... i realise these days i really like to watch hongkong and taiwan drama... everyday on the computer only will start to look for such shows to watch... welll got to get back to my show le... update tmr or maybe another time... =)
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
11:38 PM
Saturday, February 02, 2008
i read a post from my godsis lijun's blog today... and i saw a particular post which wrote this sentence "Its not whether u can or cannot, its whether u want or dun want." somehow this sentence left a deep impression in my mind... i totally agree with this sentence... becoz of wat happened last yr... wat happen was this...I always tot i would nv pass my science for my o lvls becoz i hav almost fail every single test i have in class which has to do with science... but my physics teacher ms Lim say that i could pass if i want to... so for the first time i spend time going thru my physics notes and work and even went to sch a few days b4 my physics paper to go thru my work with my teacher... and i pass my science... i was so happy... when i knew that i pass my science... and i realise that actually i nv really spend my time studying my science... all i would say is i cannot and nv bother to try at all... lucky i had such a great teacher who manage to make me study... haha...
SO TO MS LIM: TKS... =)
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
9:10 PM
Friday, February 01, 2008
today i spend my whole afternoon packing my stuff... and i realise i have a lot of textbk which is so so new... that i think i nv even touch the bk for more than 5 times.. lol... its such a pity to throw them... like very wasted like that... haha.... so i decide to keep them for a while more... and i threw all my worksheets in the recycle bin... i threw almost every piece of wksheets in my hse from my sec sch except my choir scores... they gave me sooooo much happy memories... i dun want to throw them... haha... i want to keep them to remind me of all the happy moments i had... =)Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
11:18 PM
