Tuesday, August 26, 2008
i found this from the offical jonas brother friendster account... its nice... lol... its the stripped version of 3 of their songs... =)Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
1:41 PM
Sunday, August 24, 2008
went for avt bbq ytd... it was fun.. haha... eraly morning wake up jiu bei nag nag nag... so scare they wun let me go sia... lucky in the end also can go... at first went to meet sheena, luqman and luke at bedok mrt... i didnt noe that from my hse take mrt to bedok only bout 1 hr... lol.. cos i left my hse at 3+ and still can reack at 4+ i tot it would be later... lol. i took the same train with sheena but we were both on different ends of the train... lol... then when we reach... we walk to the bus interchange and from there we took a bus to get sum bbq food and then from there took cab to east coast... just as we board the cab it started to rain... and it got heavier when we alight... =.= was wet when we reach the shelter to wait for the rain to stop... and ian and yeeteng was already there... lol... so we slack there awhile... then jiajun, qinghui, ernest, marcus came.. and then serene and wenny... then when the rain stop me, maria, gantang, luqman and ernest went to start the fire.. lol... i hope i didnt miss out anyone... had to clear the water on the pit first then start the fire... the water was so dirty... lol... when the fire started its time to cook and eat... haha... was dam thirsty and luckily sheena pour green tea for me... haha... the best thing bout standing at the bbq pit and doing the cooking is that i can just eat as the food is cook.. dunnid to wait... lol... and thats wat i did... haha... but mostly is eat the crabstick and hotdogs... lol... the rest of the food i ate only a bit only and the only chicken wing i ate i nearly choked on it... cos gantang had to poke me when i was just about to sallow it... lol... so i put ice into his shirt... haha... and as we were bz disturbin each other i hit on jiajun camera.. i feel so bad sia... i'm so so sry.. haiz.. oh well so here are the pics......the rain... lol...
this is wat we did as we wait for the rain to stop... lol...
wenny serene and me takin photo... lol... (look at how wet serene is... poor thing...)
finally the rain stop... this looks nice... rite?... haha...
and so time to start the fire... haha.. me, gantang(luke) and maria(yeeteng)...
i cant rmb wat r we doin... lol...
tryin to fan the fire up... (this is wat happens when the paper plate are too soft... lol...)
ahhh... i think gantang wanted to hit me with that thing... lol...
still trying...
finally... nice flames... haha...
my turn to fan... it was fun... lol...
finally... time to make the food..
yum... lol...
gantang(luke), me and iron(ian)...
ernest bd cake... =)
family pic 1...
family pic 2...
maria(yeeteng), me and mother(sheena)... haha
group pic 1...
group pic 2 with a marshmallow... lol...
group pic 3...
qinghui, me and larissa... lol...
sheena and me... hmm... shes sleepy?... lol...
serene and me...
group pic 4...
mother and me again... haha...
and i left at bout 9+... took a cab hm and larissa paid for it... feel quite bad... lol.. and i guess thats all the pic i'll upload... haha... wanna see more look for it in my friendster... that is if u have friendster too and have added me as a fren... lol... oh well... time for bed... its dam late now... 2.29am... lol...
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
2:59 PM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
i dunno wat wrong with me... other then i feel like sum ppl is irritating me... i seem to feel like i'm getting irritating too... hmm... i hate myself... alot alot... i dunno y... haiz...Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
12:05 AM
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
EXAMZ ARE OVER... yeah~~~~~ i can slack now... lol... not that i study alot but no i can slack more... lol... at least i wun have to look at the textbks and notes for quite sum time... which is actually enough for me to forget them all b4 sch reopens... lol... today after exam wen to town to eat with my classmate and then after that jiu wen home liao... haha... have been usin the phone for the whole day today... lol... finish this call already then call another peson and talk again... i very long nv do this le... and i'm planning to talk on the phone summore later... haha.. well guess thats all for now... even though i'm not tht happy today but i feel ok now so i guess i wun blog bout it... haha...Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
1:13 PM
Monday, August 18, 2008
sumtimes i read other ppl's blog and feel that they r super sad... and sumhow sumtimes feel sad for them... sumtimes when it is bout happy stuff i feel happy for them... when its bout family stuff i feel happy for them and sumtimes feel sad for myself... cos i dun hav wat sum others have... a happy family... so if i see ppl complaining bout their family... i feel like scoldin them... cos must appreciate wat u have.. i didnt even have a chance to appreciate and my parents are divorced alreay... and until now... haiz...but oh well but i dun have to feel sad... cos i have found other ways to make myself happy... haha... just that sumtimes when i cannot take it i'll tend to breakdown... cos i have other problems also... but oh well its ok la... ppl do have to de stress... so dun have to freak out when u see me cry just lend me a shoulder if u can... haha... sumtimes i just wan to talk to sumone... lol... but then i dunno how... haha... so u must be sumone who noe me dam well so sumthings i dun hav to say out and u will noe already...
and the way to be happy i guess is just to be happy over the simple things... well i think thats the easiest way to be happy haha... cos i'll smile over the simplest thing that happen which are good... it feels great to be happy... expect a little and give alot... life will definitely be better... haha... cos sumtimes thinking too much doesnt really help... cos u'll just keep thinking and thinkin of all the complicated stuff and overlook the simple ones...
i dunno y am i typin all this also... lol... just feel like bloggin so just anyhow... haha...
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
12:37 AM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
i'm starting to get nervous bout my exams.... finally.. it took o dam long for this mood to come... so when this mood comes its time for me to study study study... cos its also sumhow equal to me gettin into stud mode le... lol... but his time it kind of came to late... -.- its like less than a wk to exam then it comes... wan to kill me sia... if i fail i sure kana scold until jia lak jia lak... haiz... tmr dunno wan to go study mah also but then i decide just go ba... at most i can just go library and study alone lor... better than staying at hm cos i noe i surly wun study if i stay at hm... i'm dead for this exam... i hope i can pass sia... arrggghhh...haiz... i dam siao nowadays... get angry easily... must be sumthing wrong with me..
haiz... i seriously dun feel like seeing u... u seriously getting on my nerves liao... i'm afraid i'll just blow at u one day... then it'll be dam bad cos my temper is terrible when it blows and i get pretty heartless when i'm angry... so wat i'll say usually will be dam not nice to hear...
was feeling very very bad just now... but maria(yeeteng) made me smile... =) tks...
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
1:22 PM
Friday, August 08, 2008
AUG 7 2008 is a dam happy day for me... cos its my bd... =) and my classmates celebrated it for me... they bought a cake for me... i didnt even noe it until they bought the cake up...
this is how the day went...
went to sch early today and got my first present from ernest haha... then went to ourspace to study and got my second present from sheena... she refuse to let me open it... -.- so i didnt really open it until in the nite... her present is so dam nice!!! i really really love it.. lol... then at 1 went for compro test... erm... hope i pass... cos i dun really noe if wat i did is rite a not... but some how the program works.. lol... then after that went to ourspace to study... and i realise that sheena and ernest were missing... actually there were more than that 2 person missing.. but i only notice the both of them cos we spend more time in sch tgt... lol... so i crap with yi hui there and then went with her to buy things.. then just as we were walking back i saw sheena holding a cake and walking in with soon heng, wenny, ian, ernest... (if i didnt rmb wrongly... lol...) they were walking towards the table we were sitting at so i guess they didnt realise i was behind so i ask yi hui to stop there... lol... then soon heng saw me... lol... and ask me y i walk off... so i walk towards them and they sang a bd song for me... haha... was dam happy and touched... i nearly cried... cos nv celebrate my bd in such a way b4... i'm so so so so dam happy... except for sum other things which haiz... nvm... not impt... i must stay happy on this day... =) then i took pics with everyone in my class... except for a few who either left early or refuse to take a picture with me(these r the ppl who spoil my day)... lol... then after that continue to study and then left sch at 9... and here are the pics... =)
my birthday cake =)
this is wat wenny took to make me laugh... haha... well, since tis gantang(luke) refuse to take a photo with me i'll just put this pic here... haha...
this is how the day went...
went to sch early today and got my first present from ernest haha... then went to ourspace to study and got my second present from sheena... she refuse to let me open it... -.- so i didnt really open it until in the nite... her present is so dam nice!!! i really really love it.. lol... then at 1 went for compro test... erm... hope i pass... cos i dun really noe if wat i did is rite a not... but some how the program works.. lol... then after that went to ourspace to study... and i realise that sheena and ernest were missing... actually there were more than that 2 person missing.. but i only notice the both of them cos we spend more time in sch tgt... lol... so i crap with yi hui there and then went with her to buy things.. then just as we were walking back i saw sheena holding a cake and walking in with soon heng, wenny, ian, ernest... (if i didnt rmb wrongly... lol...) they were walking towards the table we were sitting at so i guess they didnt realise i was behind so i ask yi hui to stop there... lol... then soon heng saw me... lol... and ask me y i walk off... so i walk towards them and they sang a bd song for me... haha... was dam happy and touched... i nearly cried... cos nv celebrate my bd in such a way b4... i'm so so so so dam happy... except for sum other things which haiz... nvm... not impt... i must stay happy on this day... =) then i took pics with everyone in my class... except for a few who either left early or refuse to take a picture with me(these r the ppl who spoil my day)... lol... then after that continue to study and then left sch at 9... and here are the pics... =)
my birthday cake =)
yummy... my fav CHOCOLATE... =)
lol... guess where the cream went?... i love this pic... haha...
me cutting the cake... =)
i think this is not my hand... lol... should be my son(soonheng) one... haha...
me cutting the cake... yummy...
now pics of me and my classmates!... i love them.. haha... they made my bd special =)
my son(soonheng), me and my daughter(wenny)... lol... =)
jia jun, me and mummy(sheena) =) ... mummy is a dam nice person... haha
serene and me... shes a dam sweet person... haha... =)
jia jun, me and hannah... haha... =)
maria(yeeteng), me, hannah and larissa... =)
fiona and me... =)
lynette, me and limin... =)
luqman and me... =)
my daughter and me again... haha... =)
this is wat wenny took to make me laugh... haha... well, since tis gantang(luke) refuse to take a photo with me i'll just put this pic here... haha...
this is wat sheena gave me... its dam nice... i love it... haha...
and this if from ernest... haha... cute rite... lol...
if i'm not wrong there's still another 2 more pics at ian there... lol... i'll post it up when i have it... haha.. =)
luqman show me this from youtube... =)
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
2:56 PM
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
erm... i'm getting more and more easily emo these few days... maybe cos i'm sad? but i'm not really sad lei.. i dunno y... maybe its cos of that... and the each time i see more of it... the sader i get... so wat to do.. let it be lor... haiz... i'm kind of heartless when i get angry but still... dun say i heartless that person also dun really like spare a tot for other ppl feelings... haiz... i'm startin to thing if i get angry then i'll be like that person?... NOOOOOO!!!! i dun wan that... but then i cant control my temper lei... and i'm starting to lose patience...went to study today with soonheng, wenny, maria and ian... maria came for a while only... lol... actually i wasn't really studying also... lol... haha...
exams coming le... again ZERO % of confidence to pass... i think i'm gonna fail!!!... haiz... i'm way way way too lost now... and i'm many chpts away from the end of the bks... haiz...
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
2:45 PM
Sunday, August 03, 2008
somehow i feel angry... somehow i'm sad... somehow its all very weird and crazy nowadays... i feel like i'm gonna lose my temper soon... i seriously hope not... cos if i lose my temper might be equal to lose my frens... the next step to take seems so difficult to decide.. when i'm fine u make me angry... for wat sia... -.-''' i seriously have a very bad temper... so pls dun agitated me... unless u wan to see how much i use to emo last time in my sec sch... which i dun really encourage... i really dunno wat to do sia... T_T help pls... should i really do that????Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
2:30 PM
