Sunday, May 28, 2006
finally after so many months i'm here to blog again... its not that i don't want to blog but i really can't coz no com to use... welll here's some update bout me...on the 21/4 was my choir speech day... nothin really special happen... it was just weird... haha...
on 18/5 is the last day of me being the VP in the choir... yupe its the day i've always been waitin for... the rest of the com all also nv come de only i got go... hehe... well the new P is actually a sec 4 which is hannah... i really didn't expect it to be her lor... i tot it would be vicki... haha... but its the same lah... both are good... hehe... but i know some ppl don't really like this arrangement... but WTH its not my prob liao... hehe... (but still (to my juniors) if ur have any probs u can still come to me lah... i will try to help u if i can... hehe...) everyone who will have to come back next yr (i mean the ones i sec 4 this yr lah) has a post other than me... i felt kinda weird lor... but watever lah... no post then no post lor... i should give others a chance to be in the com too rite... haha... i guess this the way i 'an wei' myself ba... haha... but i've been in the choir com for bout 2 yrs plus le... i'm consider lucky le to be able to be in the com for so many yrs... hehe... even thought i feel that this com didn't really contribute (welll its is my opinion ppl readin this don't hav to agree with me) much but at least we've tried our best to make it work... haha... still can rmb the times we stay back for meeting and to prepare for the camp which we tot we could have but in the end cancalled... waste my time in school preparin for it lei... haha... but nvm lah...
and on the 22/5 i finally decide not to perform on musical... but i will go and watch it... hehe... it took me a few weeks to make that desicion lei... on that day after choir i went to ms chew and say "ms chew i don't want to perform for musical nite so can i not come to choir anymore... i will come back after my n level..." that was the end... no more turnin back... i finally say it... actually that day b4 i went to choir i tell myself... i will go for choir for the last time today by the end of it i must make my desicion... and i did it... i really wanted to perform actually... but sumthin is holdin me back... and i don't know wat is it... and i know on the day i go and watch them perform i will surly regret... i will surly have the feeling that i should have perform... i know it... haiz...
lastly the holidays have started... but i still have to go back to sch for the first 2 weeks... haiz... and my mid yr results sux lor...i fail my geog and ss... my L1R2 can't even bring me up to sec 5 lor... if this goes on... i'm really dead... i guess i better buck up... if not i'm in trouble liao... hehe...
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