Wednesday, October 28, 2009
hi everyone!this is sheena.
I would very much like to blog an entire post based on the pacific ocean but i know priest would kill me.
so too bad, everyone please go read up yourself. xD
wenny's tag made me laugh so hard in the middle of class.
...i don't even know what class i'm in now.
strange.
-_-
wenny you playing too much of fishing legend ler.
everytime talk about fish.
I need 3 giant crabs and 3 giant octupus!!!
stuck at this 2 mission.
kns.
BYE~
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
1:31 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
y izzit that the good times nv last.. and the bad times keep dragging on and on..wei she me shen wo you bu yao guan wo.. wo yi zhe pa ni men dan xin, jie guo she me dou bu shou.. shi bu shi ying wei zhe yang zhao chen le xian zai de wo... wo shi bu shi you zhou cuo le... wo zhen de bu zhi dao..
idk wat is wrong or rite anymore.. sumtimes i feel that everything i do is wrong.. have i ever done anything rite??? idk..
wat if i forget how to smile anymore 1 day..
wat else will there be left in me......
:'( :'( :'( :'(
i'm tired.. sumtimes i think the only way is giving up.. but i noe thats not wat i wan to do... i wan to do so much more.. but yet............
wat izzit that i really need.. idk either.. console? a person to talk to? to cry? i really dunno..
i'm really really scare.. but i'm not sure wat is the specific(pacific) thing i'm afraid of.. myself? them? i noe i'm afrid of pain.. i'm afraid of the pain i feel in my heart.. i'm afraid it'll keep coming back.. i'm afraid it wun go off..
sumtimes i wan so much to talk to sumone bout how i feel but yet i can nv put wat i wan to say tgt.. i guess i'm just not good with words.. i nv noe how to express myself in words.. so i only can cry... but sumtimes even so i still smile and laugh as usual.. i'm tired.. idk wat to do anymore..
its so tiring to smile when u wan to cry :(
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
10:36 PM
Saturday, October 17, 2009
times flies~just finish my 1 month attachment ytd.. suppose to be till 18 but the last 2 days is off days for me.. i miss them :( they are all so nice :) all of them were so willing to teach.. i learn alot there.. i'm so happy i did this 1 month attachment though it has burn a big hole in my wallet.. lol.. if i could i would have went to thank everyone of them myself.. :)
well i guess thats all for now.. lazy to blog liao.. lol..
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
9:22 PM
