Tuesday, September 30, 2008
well.. just finish readin the 3rd bk eclipse... hmm at 1+ am ba.. lol.. then next will be readin the next one breaking dawn.. lol.. nearly vomit blood while asking for it.. lol..went out today.. or should say ytd judging from the time.. and sumthing happen which is funny.. lol.. i went to a place which sells shoes.. to look at the shoes.. and then suddenly a women who looks older than my mum walk towards me and tell me..
women: auntie this shoes should fit you. wan to try?
me: erm. i'll look around first.
women: ok.
then i try a shoe and felt that it was comfortable so i told her..
me: ok i wan this.
then the women says ok... then look at me for a while while i tok to my grandmother.. then she suddenly ask...
women: how old are you?
me: 18.
women: o... you look so young. i tot u 16 yrs old only..
me: -.-'"
and in my head i was think..."you just call me auntie just now.. since when a person 18 should be called auntie by a person who looks older than my mum -.-"
lol.. karling say this person split personality.. haha... maybe ba.. but it got me wondering do i seriously look that old... cos after that when i got hm.. and wanted to close the door a lady who should also be older than me mum (can tell from the way she looks and her hair) stop me from closing the door by saying "auntie, wait!" i was like -.-... i really look that old meh.. both the women are older than my mum and call me aunie.. actually they look like their about 40+/50 yrs old... even older than my dad... -.-''' i must look like a 70 yr old person for sumone that age to call me auntie ba.. omg.. i'm gg to faint..
lol.. well back to reading... haha..
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
5:11 PM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
sumtimes its real sad reading other ppl's blog.. well today i went to look thru one of my fren's blog... look thru the older post.. look thru the chat log... it kind of makes me sad.. cos it all makes it seems like i'm such a bad fren.. it makes me feel like i'm a bad person to make frens with.. the more i read and think of it.. the faster i think i will go back to how i use to be.. thats scary.. i made alot of effort to walk out of that fear and become more cheerful.. but all that has happen seems to be tellin me i should go back to how i use to be.. and i dunno how to tell this to anyone.. i dunno how to say it... i dunno how to explain y am i scare... i dunno how to explain y am i crying.. i dunno who to turn to if i wan to cry.. sumtimes i think maybe i shouldnt exist... =(and to sumone: if ur goal was to make me feel bad and make me think that i'm a bad fren.. u just did it... congrats... i feel like i'm a dam fren now..
updates of me... erm.. i finished readin the second bk(i mention the other time.. the name of the second bk is new moon) at 2.55am last nite.. lol.. or should be mornin.. haha.. will read the next one(eclipse) tmr maybe.. but first have to get it.. lol..
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
10:55 PM
Saturday, September 20, 2008
today was a fine day.. woke up at 12+ today.. then eat lunch, bathe and went back to bps to get my 0 lvl cert and testi... then i went to choir and after a while i left to look for sum of the teachers who taught me.. then i went to the the dnt rm to see the my last yr dnt project... lol... and i took a pic of it instead of bringin it back cos i'm afraid that it will not last long in my hse... lol.. and i dun really have a place to put it... lol.. and this is a pic of it...
then after that i went back to choir and stayed there till the practice end.. it was wonderful.. i'm so proud of my junoirs.. they sound great... =)
then i went hm and read my testi from my sch.. lol.. i dun think i'm as good as wat the testi writes.. lol.. if ur ever read it 1 day u'll laugh.. lol..
just got back my 1st sem results on erm.. mon i think.. lol.. its not good actually.. well but i shouldn't expect too much from myself.. lol.. but i'm sumhow still not that happy..
have been sleepin later and later these few days.. lol..cos i keep readin a bk name twilight.. lol.. its nice.. haha.. tks to the ppl who recommended it to me.. lol.. at least i didnt spend the time doin nothin when i slp late.. lol.. and i spend 4 or 5 days readin it every nite.. and finally i finish it at 2.30am at erm 2 or 3 days ago.. lol... and now i'm readin the 2nd bk.. well i guess thats all for now.. gtg back to readin... lol..
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
2:27 PM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
i'm so dam angry with this person... this person who cant seem to stop complainin.. and today wat they say is dam **** up.. this person today complain and say the shirt we hang out got water drippin.. but we take in dun have lei.. ya just now really is have la.. but when have the time we hang it at the side mah.. and we see they really nv hang anything out then we put it out one... and when dry liao then i move it to the middle... stupid ppl... sum shirt is hand wash mah.. how can u expect it to be 100% dry.. if use hand squeeze can make it so dry then buy washing machine for wat... then today wat she say make me dam angry... she tell my grandmother "chi zhe me lao le mei you tou nao.." WTF.. u stupid bloody idiot... like wat karling say.. she so lao liao no manners.. how can she say such things to a person older than her.. mei you jia jiao at all sia... u say me i dun mind la.. but if say such things to my grandmother then cannot liao.. stupid bloody b***... later next time ur children say that to u.. i will laugh at u.. and u cannot blame them cos u show them that since u can do this, they also can... this is not the first time lor.. that time i just say kns only u say me knl.. WTH... i knl then u wat... kn** ar.. then that time they come up my hse and scold my grandmother.. stupid ppl.. wait until only got my grandmother at hm then dare to come up and scold.. bully old ppl... how can like that... y dun they come up when got alot of ppl at hm.. when everyone at hm they only dare to scold thru the window.. say wat stay with us she unlucky... then we very lucky meh =.= they only scold us one lor.. stupid.. other ppl drip water down they also nv scold.. only scold us.. i see so many times le lor.. want to scold, scold everyone who drips water la.. just scold us for wat... other ppl also drip water summore is on her clothes.. she also nv scold.. and lookin at the way she hang her clothes make me angry de lor.. hang until like peacock open up the feathers like that.. how we hang... she abit wet also cannot.. then our clothes dunnid to dry meh... her one bamboo can hang from the morning until the sun go down le still there... =.= even wan to hang at nite also must wait untill late late... haiz.. fa xie gou le.. i'll end here... lol...Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
7:22 AM
Saturday, September 06, 2008
today is suppose to be the 9th day of wk if i went but i didnt... lol.. was dam tired this morning that i nearly fell while walkin out of the rm so i decided not to go and went back to slp... first day of wk was on the 28/8.. was super freaked out that day that when i came hm i cried.. dunno y also.. really didnt wan to go anymore but still i went the next day.. and it got a little bit better.. its still ok now.. but i do get freaked out sumtimes still.. lol.. guess i'm gg crazy...feel quite down this few days.. dunno y also... kind of miss my bro.. lookin at his pics from his blog my tears actually wanted to come out.. haha.. funny.. lol.. kind of worry for his examz... lol.. hope he will pass ba.. he should be able to pass one.. but he seems to lazy to study.. lol.. i rather he pass and get better results than me than he fail.. (actuaaly i rather we get the same results.. lol..) feel like i got alot of things to say.. but dunno how to say.. feel like cryin but dunno who to cry to... :'( wats wrong with me.. i'm gg crazy...Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
2:00 PM
