Sunday, July 31, 2005
its like such a long week i had... so tired.... and my whole body also pain... arrr... the pain is killin me.... hmmm... actally i have alot to say... for this week... but i'll just pick some lah.... hmmm... this week i don't know y i just nv talk to hi min at all for like 2 days only lah... bt still have to say sorry to ... i also don't know y like this... then on friday i nv go to school... so like only one person message me.... so sad.... but nvm lah... i'm still not that sick... one also enough already... so thanks to that one person... then me and my bro went to look for my daddy at his work place there...when we went back the time i saw mr goh there lei.. hehe... nv expected that... he was the pianist there for some performance which my bro did not like... not say i like it so much lah... only ok lah... then i was treated to a meal of MacD.... hehe.. thanks... then after that i went to look for something for someone... then later i was suprise to hear that mr goh say that he saw wei sinn afterthat.... haha... it must hav been his lucky day... then that nite i was really excited becoz the choir had a BBQ on the next day and i was so lookin forward to it.... the BBQ was fine lah.. i enjoyed myself and i'm so happy that i got to see yuzhen... hehe... but i did't enjoy myself when i had to lit the stupid BBQ pit... it was so tired..... i really regret doing it... so stupid... then after we eat.. we cut cake... then give presents then go home... then i was so naughty.. i went and tell some ppl that my birthday was comin and i wanted presents.. hehe.. i really enjoy lookin the look on their face... some was like.. u think i will give meh.. some is.. true or not.. some just treat as they nv heard it... but actually i don't mind lah... i'm just kiddin i don't really expect then to give me present lah... hope they know that.. if they would just wish me happy birthday i would be happy already... haiz... but i think not many ppl will rmb it one... well.. will feel sad but nvm lah.. use to it le...Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
4:36 PM
Sunday, July 24, 2005
i just feel so stupid lor... haiz i also don't know how to say... i'm like scarein myself every now and then... haiz... and i'm so angry... i wish i could the person who made me angry.... i think i will scold u here... anyway no one is goin to read this... u really hor... very stupid lei... i feel like hittin ur head... u r spoilin my mood... why won't u just listen to me... i'm not that wrong always mah... arr..... u r really such an idoit.... arr... and every time this happen u will nv say sorry.. i m the one who always have to say it... even if i'm rite... wats the meanin of this... arr.... i really don't know wat to do already... haiz... forget it... if one of my fren reads tis that person will surly scold me... haiz... i don't know lah... stupid...Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
3:51 PM
Friday, July 15, 2005
went to vicki hse to do somethings for the sec fours today.... its like so stupid... i don't even know why i said i wanted to do that in the first place.. i must be crazy.... and for the whole afternoon my stomach hurts like wat like that... the pain is killin me arrrrrrr....... can't take it... its like so wat the.... today school is so the sian... i don even know wat to do there... then its like i have so much things to do... also... and thanks to mr tan... i have more to do...and i realise that i have made some mistakes recently... and think that i should say sorry before its too late... firstly i would like to say sorry to hui min for always tellin u things half that makes u angry... then to salome for scarin her with all my mood swings... to bor lian for always disturbin u... then to mr goh for like promisin him that i could finish the bands myself but could not... then to wei sinn for like goin over the limit in askin u to do things just now... to poor vicki who burned her tumb... i think thats all i can rmb for now... if i can rmb somemore... i'll come back here to type it... and if i miss u out... pls don't blame my heart just blame my brain.... haha....
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
9:38 PM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
today i really siao... suddenly very high suddenly very low.... i think i'm goin crazy already... shoulb make some time to go see a doctor....(ya rite... like i would do that.....) haha.... erm... realise that i'm gettin lame nowdays... i'm like still tryin to control myself... so pls bear with me if i do things that r too lame... or stupid... i think i'm really goin crazy already... tell u something.. i had the sweetest dream ytd.... i'm like so mad now becoz of it lor... haha... and then contents in the dream is.......blah................blah...............blah.. haha... go figure it urself....and i'm like havin the worst mood swings nowdays... so pls don't get angry with me if i suddenly scold u or wat.... somthing is wrong with me somewhere lah... but i still haven't figure out where yet.... so as for now u will just have to like try to control me if u can lor... haha....Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
9:45 PM
Monday, July 11, 2005
today i'm really very angry.... i mean who r u to talk to me in this way.... u think only u will have bad mood ar... others won't ar... wat the hell is this... u don't like me say lah... don't need to so mian qiang one... i never force u.... arrr... u freak.... can't take u anymore.... u r so going to get scolded by me one day..... i really don't know want to tell this to the person or not.... i don't even know whether the person know this or not..... haiz... i guess... even if i tell this to the person... the person will still blame me in the end..... haiz... just hope the person will understand this itself.......Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
9:51 PM
Friday, July 08, 2005
even though is like 3 or 4 days after the concert... but u won't believe how happy i am... 1 day before the concert was a holiday... but we had reheasal for the concert... of coz i was makin alot of noise as usual.... (as thats me....) that day was fine lah.. nothin much to say of it actually.... gut on the day of the concert itself i was abit nervious at the start... but it was fine when i went on stage... well i'm always like this... so its nothin really... even though we were at the place way way before the concert but i was enjoyin myself actually... from all the crap i hav and got... then when it was time to make up.... i had to clean and do it again for so many times... becoz of the different ppl who do it... and the prob of the colours... haiz... i think bout 4 ppl make up for me... haiz... now just thinkin of it feels so funny.... after that i went to the boys dressin room to help them with their cape... and it was so.. i also don't know how to explain it lah... but i can't help but keep laughin there... then the time come when J ask if i wanted him to style my hair for me...i just agreed becoz i thought he would know how to do it... it was a horror i tell when i looked in the mirror i was like...wat the... then WS also say he will style for me... and the first thing that came to my mind when i look in the mirror was...arrr.... then...haiz... why did i even trust a boy to do this for me... i think i even took a photo of my messy hair... "i can't wait to see it"... erm... then after that i went and took a comb to comb it back to how it was... after that i let the both of them to style it for me again... happy to say that i am more satisfied this time... and actually felt it look good... then came the concert... it was really a blast... i felt that le voci entro was impressive even before the concert end... and i'm so happy for it... and when the concert end... u won't believe how happy i felt... i felt that this is like the most perfect thing that happen to me after so long... i did't even felt this on musical nite.... and until today... i still feel the same... i bet i will remember this for all my life... and so happy that i was part of this....Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
9:43 PM
