Sunday, February 14, 2010
You will know a friendship is trueWhen it brings out the best in you.
extracted from rozz(987fm) blog.. :)
Its from a short poem, but i just like the last 2 lines.. lol..
so i just copy and paste the last 2 lines..
true friends bring out the best in you..
i love that line.. haha..
friends are awesome! especially the right ones :)
i'm glad i have such great friends..
I LOVE ALL OF YOU :) ur noe who ur are :D
dunnid to mention names rite? haha..
& thank you S & K for trying to help me thru this pain i'm feeling now..
I noe i'm not a very good friend.. bad tempered and everything..
forgive me if i ever hurt ur feelings or made ur mad.. sry..
i once told sumone bout how i feel bout this..
and she told me: "they noe what they are in for when they made frens with you.. so u can be sure they love that part of you also.."
that was so sweet to hear.. i hope its true.. lol..
tks ba zhang :) haha..
the pain is still there.. T_T dam it.. y am i in such a shitty mood during CNY.. kns..
feel like scolding all the )(*&^%$#@!!@#$%^&..
and i can only imagine how much more sad i will feel in the days to come..
hate it.. hate this kind of pain..
a letter to this kind of pain:
Dear pain,
I hate you.. go away.. why are you lingering around me.. you should get a life..
pris..
i noe the above is stupid.. but i'm trying to find ways to get rid of that pain..
so no harm trying that.. haha..
should i suddenly change my decision now.. idk..
change it to short pain?.. i really dun wan it..
its going to last a few yrs i think :(
i should be happy... i have many things to be happy about..
but its just sumtimes i forget about them cos the unhappy stuff bugs me so much..
but either way i will keep trying to be happy..
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
10:12 PM
Saturday, February 13, 2010
haven blogged for a long time...i'll just blogged briefly here..
a more detailed post is in my other blog, locked..
all i noe is i need sum1 to talk to now..
someone who noes what is happening :(
maybe i will soon..
cos i noe u'll always be there
sorry if i bother u alot.. =X
the pain is building up..
am i going to be able to cope with it..
did i make the wrong choice?
i really don't know..
i made this choice myself...
when i had to make a choice, my fren asked me: "long pain or short pain?"
everything was analyzed out for me..
and despite having the choice of short pain....
........ i picked the long one..
I'm dumb, stupid and retarded..
thats all i can say..
i'm dying...
but its worth it rite?..
its worth it.. its worth it.. its worth it..
ya it does..
i'm very sure it does..
but those 3 words doesnt help remove the pain... :( :( :(
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
5:41 PM
