Wednesday, July 01, 2009
Thats it...It has broken...
I've tired fixing it... Many times...
And now i've decide to give up...
Cos even after fixing it...
There are scars on it...
I've tried to cover the scars...
Trying very hard to let it fade...
But even before the old one fades a new one apppears...
And the cut gets deeper each time...
Now certain scars have become permanent, its too deep to ever fade off...
But still tks...
Tks for being like a best frens once...
I truely did treasured that frenship...
I will always rmb that you and that you will always be one my best fren...
Even if that you will never be you anymore...
Cos u once gave me a frenship that was truely priceless and worth rmbing...
(but i really wan to noe if you did see me as a fren too) or perhaps u're the same as __... made frens with me for the sake of making frens :(
i guess thats all i wan to say here..
hmmm.. was wondering if i should post this on LJ or here.. maybe i'll post on both.. but with more details on LJ if i do post this there.. haha.. cos i did remove sum lines here.. lol.. sumhow, kind of have a sense of relief and kind of peacefulness.. haha.. (i must be mad.. can still feel so calm after looking at my EM3a results.. lol.. but i kind of expected it.. its already a big enough miracle that i pass.. i expected to fail..) hope this feeling will stay in me for a long time..
but i dun think it will.. cos sumhow depress is still in me.. but i'm trying very very hard to ignore it..
sumhow i feel that sumthing is wrong.. but i seriously dunno wat is it.. i just hope i'm wrong..
was talking bout risk taking just now.. and i told my fren i do it to ecperience the thrill of it.. lol.. sumhow it reminds me that last time i talk to sum1 on msn i ask the person y scare urself izzit enjoy scaring him/her self... then that person say ya.. next time he/she scare him/her self, that person will say its dam shuang.. =_= lol.. funny.. haha.. my first smile for today which came from a nice memory... but i cant rmb clearly who this person is.. so idk to put he or she.. lol.. sorry.. To this person: if u ever see this and rmb is u.. pls tell me.. lol.. sry.. and tks for this memory.. haha
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
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