Monday, June 15, 2009
as promise, here to blog abit.. not that i've become less emo.. but just trying to find stuff to do to keep my mind off the emo stuff... had study camp last week.. was staying in loft from sun till thurs..it was fun.. lol.. especially the part where we tried to make the machine work.. lol.. its a great way to de-stress... lol.. videos have been uploaded by lynette and are on face book if u wan to watch it.. another funny thin was when eric and ian were snathing for the nicest pillow in our apartment on sun nite.. i took a short video of it.. but it cant seem to be loaded.. dk why.. will keep trying to upload it.. lol.. and the last funny thing i can rmb is what happen on the wed nite.. i wanted to disturb luke by saying his "la lian mei you la".. ends up that his "la lian" really nv la.. lol..
well as for my papers.. i'm speechless about them.. i seriously hope i dun fail anything.. haiz.. too many stuff happened.. many that cnt be said :x all theres left are tears now :'( oh well.. didnt really take a lot of pictures this time.. only 3.. lol.. and here they are..
this looks like a heartshape.. its the sweet larissa gave me.. lol..
and i notice this rainbow on the door when i was trying to take a afternoon nap after the mmp paper..
last photo is a photo of the hei bai liang dao that came during our fop trail camp.. lol.. they camp for study camp also.. but they switch colour this time.. haha..
MY BLUR MOMENT for today..
today i did sumthing blur.. i spend almost 10 mins trying to open my hse gate.. i tot my key spoil sia.. but then i realise that i was turing the key the wrong way =.=
lol well there are others that happen during this period of time when i didnt blog.. but apparently i cant rmb them now.. lol.. moral of the story, must blog once it happens.. or write it down sumwhere so i wun forget bout it when i'm going to blog.. lol..
sumtimes i really rather stay blur.. at least after that moment i'll laugh at what i've done.. and i'm thankful for the frens who spend such moments with me.. they're part of the reason y i smile...
maybe falling down too much has taken its toll on me.. too many scars... scars after scars.. scars on scars.. not enough time was given for the previous one to heal before the next on appears.. and so more pain felt each time.. till i decided to pretend sum scars are not there.. hoping it would block up sum pain.. and it turns out that i've been lying to myself.. it will always be there... no matter how i pretend or lie to myself bout it..
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
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