Saturday, June 27, 2009
bloody emo.. and its all ur fault..u dumbass!.. idiot!.. i hate you........... actually i dun.. lol..
but i wish i could.. u're an asshole..
i have no idea y i dun hate u..
summhow i'm an idiot also..
went to see my aunt today and my new cousin.. cute.. haha.. very very cute.. and she looks almost the same as her older sister.. haha.. super cute~! i love babies.. haha..
well i guess i'll end here.. update more later..
i'm going back to emo... :'(
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
6:02 PM
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
haven blog for sumtime.. lol.. lazy to blog..kind of emo too..had PPP on tues.. omg... its dam boring.. i was falling asleep the whole time... Zzz.. haha.. even ah ma say its bored..
b4 the thing went out to eat lunch with serene, jj, eric, gary, er zi(soonheng), maria(yeeteng) and luke.. then after that went back to sch.. was late.. lol.. and we were quite worrried that we might be consider absent.. luckily when we reach class.. the lesson haven even start.. lol.. had a half an hr brk in the middle of the thing.. we started late and ended early.. lol..
went out with "mummy"(sheena), ivan and another 2 frens during the brk.. then sum china guy came towards us and ask ivan for a lighter in chinese.. lol.. ivan looked totally blur.. lol.. then we tell him he's asking u for a lighter.. then he say oooo... and lend the china guy his lighter.. then they guy say "xie xie" and ivan say "dui bu qi".. then me and sheena look at him stunned.. lol.. then he say o o "bu ke qi".. lol... and say that he always mixed up that 2 cos both of them end with the word qi.. lol.. and "mummy" suddenly tell me it reminds her of that time kt say to a indian girl "zhao an".. lol.. then after that we went back..
and another funny thing happen while we were going back to class.. me, sheena, er zi, wenny, fiona and ian went back to class tgt.. on the way back we were talking to each other in pairs.. and as we entered the lift, we continue talking.. and end up that no one press the lift.. =.= lol.. ian noticed it at first and he walk to the back to tell fiona that.. then suddenly i tot how come we only go up 1 lvl so slow one and the lift doesnt seem like it is moving.. lol.. then i realise no one press the lift.. lol..
bloody emo nowadays.. :'( nid. to. talk. to. YOU! :(
guess i'll end here..
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
11:53 PM
Monday, June 15, 2009
as promise, here to blog abit.. not that i've become less emo.. but just trying to find stuff to do to keep my mind off the emo stuff... had study camp last week.. was staying in loft from sun till thurs..it was fun.. lol.. especially the part where we tried to make the machine work.. lol.. its a great way to de-stress... lol.. videos have been uploaded by lynette and are on face book if u wan to watch it.. another funny thin was when eric and ian were snathing for the nicest pillow in our apartment on sun nite.. i took a short video of it.. but it cant seem to be loaded.. dk why.. will keep trying to upload it.. lol.. and the last funny thing i can rmb is what happen on the wed nite.. i wanted to disturb luke by saying his "la lian mei you la".. ends up that his "la lian" really nv la.. lol..
well as for my papers.. i'm speechless about them.. i seriously hope i dun fail anything.. haiz.. too many stuff happened.. many that cnt be said :x all theres left are tears now :'( oh well.. didnt really take a lot of pictures this time.. only 3.. lol.. and here they are..
this looks like a heartshape.. its the sweet larissa gave me.. lol..
and i notice this rainbow on the door when i was trying to take a afternoon nap after the mmp paper..
last photo is a photo of the hei bai liang dao that came during our fop trail camp.. lol.. they camp for study camp also.. but they switch colour this time.. haha..
MY BLUR MOMENT for today..
today i did sumthing blur.. i spend almost 10 mins trying to open my hse gate.. i tot my key spoil sia.. but then i realise that i was turing the key the wrong way =.=
lol well there are others that happen during this period of time when i didnt blog.. but apparently i cant rmb them now.. lol.. moral of the story, must blog once it happens.. or write it down sumwhere so i wun forget bout it when i'm going to blog.. lol..
sumtimes i really rather stay blur.. at least after that moment i'll laugh at what i've done.. and i'm thankful for the frens who spend such moments with me.. they're part of the reason y i smile...
maybe falling down too much has taken its toll on me.. too many scars... scars after scars.. scars on scars.. not enough time was given for the previous one to heal before the next on appears.. and so more pain felt each time.. till i decided to pretend sum scars are not there.. hoping it would block up sum pain.. and it turns out that i've been lying to myself.. it will always be there... no matter how i pretend or lie to myself bout it..
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
10:31 PM
Thursday, June 11, 2009
all thats left is painlooking at u just seems to bring more and more pain..
i tot loving sumone was suppose to be sumthing nice..
dan shi wo ai ni ai dao heng tong le..
u mean so much to me and yet i mean nothing to you..
T_T
lazy to update blog.. will update with details soon..
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
11:07 PM
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
i found my first strand of white hair today.. lol.. should have took a photo of it.. haha..feel dam tired now.. but dun feel like sleeping lei.. lol.. for the last 2 nites i only slept a total of 4 hrs...
my shoulders and neck are aching... dam crap.. maybe its cos of my bag ba.. i nid sumone to msg my neck for me!!! if anyone would be so kind to do that for me.. i treat u bubbletea.. lol..
my eng nowadays is getting from bad to worst.. omg la..
dam blur ytd la.. i'm suppose to send an email out to my classmates to ask them to sign the idemnity form.. i counted and got 22 ppl.. but idk y when i send the mail.. i only got 21 emails.. later then i realise.. i nv count myself.. =.= and another blur thing is i borrowed hannah's book to copy wat the teacher has wrote but i didnt... i put her book and my book on the table and keep flipping the book.. but dun have anything lei..
this morning also dam blur.. i was on the bus 105, but i tot i'm in 145.. and almost alight at the wrong stop cos i forget that i'm suppose to alight in dover mrt.. =.=
PCN and ATE test today is totally crap.. anyhow to one.. i'm sure i'm going to fail them with flying colours.. lol.. dunno wat to say bout it..
have totally lost it.. all hopes are gone, or maybe there shouldnt have even be a hope in the first place.. actually i pretty must knew the outcome liao.. but i wanted to make myself happy so.......... haiz..
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
11:00 PM
