Tuesday, May 05, 2009
i'm super emo now..
it doesnt really help when ppl agree with you but are not willing to help u.. i guess it has always been like this.. i've lied to myself so much that i didnt realise that i'm actually alone all the time.. i tot that sum1 will be there... but when i finally stop lying... i realise i only see shadows... shadows of my own and no one else... maybe trusting and believing too much is not a good thing... ppl can say they support u.. but when sumthing happens they will say its not their prob... i guess this are the ppl that were fanning the problem.. hoping to make it as big as possible... they nv really want to help you.. but just hope things would go their way.. and if any problem comes up.. its none of their business...
wat if i dun smile anymore? would anyone notice it? smiling seems to be more of a pain nowadays.. its more effort to smile than to emo and not smile at all..
i noe i've been abit crazy lately.. i'm sry...
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
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