Thursday, May 28, 2009
dam sad today.. is there anyway to change sadness to happiness? can sum1 tell me it?.. i really nid it... i nid it alot! i feel alot of pain not.. feels like sumone is punching my heart all the time.. i hate it.. :'( :'( :'(
wei she me ren yao ai shang bu hui ai ta de ren... ran hou you yao kan zhe ta ai bie ren... dontforceurselftocareifudunwantodoit... y does it always have to be like this.. is there really always hope? wat if theres no more hope? wat if you noe no matter wat u do it will not turn out the way u wan it to be? then wat is it there to continue to believe in?sumtimesiwantocrywheniseeyou... cositreallyhurtsalot... :'(heartaches... wo gai zhe me ban?? wozhende shoubuliaole... :'(went to aca ytd.. its nice.. i would love to join aca.. but i really dun wan to go for choir anymore.. their practices is really very boring.. but if i dun wan to go for choir, i cant go for aca also.. haiz.. sad.. guess i'll just have to not go for both.. i did tot of just going to choir so i can still go for aca.. but really if i dun enjoy myself there then might as well not go at all.. no point going there and not be happy.. but on a brighter side, i found out that i still love choir.. maybe its cos of the way the choir practices is carried out for this choir that makes me feel that its bored.. not cos i dun love choir singing anymore.. lol..
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
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