Thursday, May 21, 2009
i hate jealousy... dam irritating.. y izzit still not going away.. its like taking a knife and stabing my heart continuously.. its making me hate myself more..i see myself becoming more and more like how i was in my sec sch... i'm very scare.. really very very very scare.. i dunno wat to do anymore.. :'( :'( :'(
ytd sheena say she'll go for aca audition next wed =) happy.. if she can get in (which i think is surly can) then i'll go to aca too.. haha.. cos since i in choir le can join aca even though i fail my audition... went to kt cca ytd.. nice.. i like the qi fen there.. haha.. feel like going back there again.. but dun dare go alone lei.. (haiz.. wat the crap is wrong with me.. feel like ripping myself apart...) had alot of tots when i was there.. my brain was dam busy.. it didnt even gave me time to process one thing and the next thing pops out.. (if only my i could make my brain this active when i'm in class... lol...) and most of it are qns.. qns qns qns.. and until now still no ans.. idk where to get the ans...
idk y i cant seem to find the words i want to say when i nid them now.. wonder where all my vocab went.. its like more than half of it has gone...
zhe bu shi di yi ci... wo ye zhi dao bu hui shi zui hou yi ci... zhe bu shi wo wei yi shen qi de yuan ying.. ni zhi dao wo shen qi dao yan lei dou liu chu lai mah.. ye xu shi wo tai zhu zhong you yi? cai hui zhe me cai yi... huo zhe shi wo zi ji ba ni dang chen tai hao de peng you... ke neng zhe shi wo dan fang mian de xiang fa ba.. ke neng yao liang ke ren zhe yang xiang cai bu hui fa shen zhe yang de shi.. maybe its my fault.. idk..
ye xu shi wo tai cai yi hao peng you zhe me tui wo suo yi cai hui zhe yang...
er zi send me this song today.. love it.. the lyrics is nice... it made me cry.. lol
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
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