Saturday, February 14, 2009
went to sch today to study and do amt project.. well i nv really study actually.. lol.. randomly took sum pics..
i like the reflection in this pic...

forks.. lol.. this is the forks we didn't use when we ate cup noodle..

and kantang say tis is his saber.. =.= lol..

dunno wat to type liao.. here's sum random stuff i typed today..
I've made it obvious
done everything i could
to make you know i love you
but u just wouldn't get it
why is it that
even the people around can see it
but u can never see
the way i feel for you
i never knew it could hurt so much
i never knew that even
by just staying by your side
could cause so much pain to me
everytime i see you smile
i'll be happy for you
but i know your're smiling for someone else
and deep down i'm crying about it
we'll forever be stuck
in that grey area
the area which is so unclear, undefined
and thats whats gonna hurt the most
You are my very first thought in the morning
And my last at nightfall
You are the love that came without warning
took over my heart
and now left it there to bleed
xin tong dao yao si diao le T_Tidk wats wrong with me.. i feel like crying alot.. i think i'm going to break down again soon.. i'm so useless.. keep crying and crying all the time.. i'm so sick of myself.. i hate the me i see everyday T_T i'm a idiot.. i'm really afraid.. idk wat to do.. idk who to go to when i cry.. idk how long more can i last..
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
12:58 AM