Sunday, February 22, 2009
exams are finally OVER!.. so i'm here to update wat happen during study week.. and this post will have alot alot of pics.. lol... cos sumhow i'm starting to like to snap pics...>>>On 16/2, we went to do out amt project.. cos had to complete it for the presentation on 17/2... we didnt edit much of the midi.. but we did recording... before we did recording, kantang(luke) started to play the guitar and mummy(sheena) started snapping pics of him playing the guitar with her hp.. i was bored so i did the same thing also.. lol..
took a few pics but will just post this one which i think look the nicest.. lol..
after takin pics of kantang playin the guitar... i started to take pics of me with mummy and maria(yeeteng).. then after a while we use the mac computer there to take pics...
mummy and me...
mummy, maria and me.. lol..
and the pics below are taken usin the mac com there..
mummy, me and maria in the front, and at the back jiajun("dajie"..lol..) and qinghui
and another pic...
lynette and me wanting to bite mummy and maria's head.. lol.. jiajun and qinghui jumping at the back.. lol.. and the other person i cant fig out who is that.. lol..
>>>On the 17/2, we had our amt presentation.. idk wat to say about it.. lol... i dun think we will fail that rite??.. i hope not.. then after that the class split and me, maria, mummy, soon heng, wenny, serene went to eat at makan place... then we went meet up with lynette, eric and qing hui at ourspace...
then maria and me left our bags at there and went to look for soon heng's present with serene.. cos a few days ago we decided to celebrate soon heng and kantang's birthday tgt on the day of our eg2 paper after the em3a paper which is at 4.. we went to the co-op at c2 then serene left and me and maria went to the shops at blk 5 we couldnt really decide so we meet up wtih wenny and sheena there and made a decision on wat to get after a while.. then we wen to buy cardboard give them as bd cards..
then we went back to ourspace to study.. but i couldnt study at all.. and after a while maria stop studying also.. so we decided to start drawing on the cardboards.. lynette designed soonheng's card... maria and me designed kantang's card... lol.. but maria did most of the drawing cos my art cmi.. lol.. went on the net to search for the pics of mr potato head from toy story to draw on kantang's card.. lol.. i found it and ask maria to draw it and add a guitar to it.. and decide to paste the guitar picks we bought for him on the card..
and here's how it looks... lol.. nice rite.. =)
>>>On the 18/2 went to sch to study again... nothing much to say bout this day.. cant rmb in detailed wat happen.. lol.. here's a pic we took using ChenChian's phone cos she left her phone on the table when she went to eat with ian.. lol..
the pic.. nice rite.. lol
>>>On the 19/2, i went back to sch to study for eg2 which is on the next day.. once i reach sch went to ourspace.. then maria came, then mummy.. then at bout 10+ or 11+, ernest came to teach me eg2.. lol.. he went thru 1 whole paper with me.. then i try to do the rest.. then soon heng came.. and he did sumthing really funny.. lol.. all of us laugh until bth then at 5 ernest left and i started to watch pink panter 2.. lol.. then sheena left at bout 6.. me and maria left at 7+ and soon heng stayed on to study maths until i also not sure wat time.. lol.. then after i reach home continue to study eg2.. study until 2+.. =.=
this is wat was so funny..
>>>On the 20/2... THE DAY OF THE EG2 PAPER(9-11am).. was suppose to meet kantang at 7.30 so he can teach me how to do the qns i cant do from the pass yr papers.. but i woke up late and traffic was kind of jam in certain places on my journey.. so i reach at bout 8.. sry.. then he teach me the qns i cant do and we went in to do our exam.. crap.. idk how to do alot of qns.. so i just anyhow write.. and sum i just leave it blank..
then after exams went to ourspace with sheena and sum went to eat.. saw sum of the em3a ppl there so i ask them to sign on the birthday cards.. then when maria came back i ask from her for blue tag and i started pasting the guitar picks on kantang card.. cant really rmb which one is put where so qinghui and maria help me with it..
after the em3a ppl left we went to the carpet area to sit and sum start to study ael and wait for time to pass.. while waiting i tried to teach eric ael.. omg.. dam stress teaching him.. cos he keep asking me why why why.. =.= have to keep flipping the book to see how to explain to him why.. but after teaching him.. i kind of understand more.. cos i keep finding why to explain to him and sumhow i absorb sum of it.. lol..
then at 2pm maria and mummy went to buy the cake.. they were dam fast.. so all we had to do was wait for the em3a ppl to finish their paper and get kantang to come to ourspace cos he went to his cca room to study..
then when the em3a ppl finish their paper, i met up with them to let those who haven sign the cards sign them.. then ask them to go to the ourspace first and i went to wait for maria and mummy to come back.. then when the arrive in sch.. i call kantang and ask him to go to ourspace and serene to ask her to call me when kantang reach there..
then we went to the entrance facing makan place of ourspace to light the candles.. and for me to sign on the cards.. cos i realise that i keep asking other ppl to sign and i forget to sign myself..lol.. then we light the candles and bought the cake in to ouspace.. we took dam long to light the candles.. the wind keep blowing off the candles we light.. so we use the cake box to block the cake fire.. and sheena say if the box burn up she will laugh like hell.. lol.. and around this time serene called to say everyone has reached.. then maria and mummy ask me to hold the cake.. my hand was shaking the whole time while we walk in.. =.= and by the time we walk in the candles have melted half already.. lol... and when we reach near the place where they all were all the candles went off.. so we stand behind the wall to light them again.. and bought it in and sing the birthday song.. lol.. nt much of a surprise i think.. cos i think both of them should have guess wat we might do earlier on already.. then ask them to blow the candles.. and all the smoke were blown towards me cos i was holding the cake.. and in my mind i tot " wat if the smoke sensor went off?" lol.. it might happen one day... and if it does, it will be one of the funniest thing that ever happen to me.. lol.. and then we cut cake, eat cake..
Soon heng's bd card..
kantang's bd card
the cake...
the birthday guys..
them cutting the cake..
then it was time to study.. and by 7+pm we totally mess up the place we were with ael books and papers all over.. it was all so messy that we cant find our own papers.. lol.. i decided to take a few photos of how it looks and here they are.. lol..
the first pic i took.. can u see the twist??? lol.. this is the area i sit...
and this is the area lynette they all sit which was behind me... another twist =.= lol..
look at the mess.. lol.. we are hardworking.. =) lol..
the ppl who stayed backed to study ael... looks like sum informal meeting... lol..
this is the pic qing hui pretended to look like he is studying very very hard.. lol
another take.. ian caught not studying! lol..
this was taken by maria..
and this was taken by qing hui.. lol..
i left the place at 8+.. then went home continue to study until 2+ went to slp and woke up at 4+ to continue to study.. but i just keep stoning.. lol..
>>> and lastly 21/2... THE DAY OF THE AEL PAPER.. reached sch at 7+am to study.. but i ended up stoning alot.. i just keep staring at the paper and the paper stares back at me.. we both cant understand each other.. lol.. thn serene came.. and she i ask her to explain sum qns to me.. them we went to do our paper.. the paper is crap also.. idk if i did any thing correctly anot.. i hope i can pass.. just get a C can liao... i dun wan to retake any modules.. lol.. just as i look at the qns.. i start to forget the formulas.. =.= then after the paper.. should be happy.. but dunno y was dam emo.. crap.. then went home to get sleep.. lol..
i guess thats all for now.. this post is dam long already.. but b4 i go.. tks to the ppl who taught me either ael or eg2 b4 the exam.. =)
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
2:31 AM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
went to sch today to study and do amt project.. well i nv really study actually.. lol.. randomly took sum pics..i like the reflection in this pic...
forks.. lol.. this is the forks we didn't use when we ate cup noodle..
and kantang say tis is his saber.. =.= lol..
dunno wat to type liao.. here's sum random stuff i typed today..
I've made it obvious
done everything i could
to make you know i love you
but u just wouldn't get it
why is it that
even the people around can see it
but u can never see
the way i feel for you
i never knew it could hurt so much
i never knew that even
by just staying by your side
could cause so much pain to me
everytime i see you smile
i'll be happy for you
but i know your're smiling for someone else
and deep down i'm crying about it
we'll forever be stuck
in that grey area
the area which is so unclear, undefined
and thats whats gonna hurt the most
You are my very first thought in the morning
And my last at nightfall
You are the love that came without warning
took over my heart
and now left it there to bleed
xin tong dao yao si diao le T_T
idk wats wrong with me.. i feel like crying alot.. i think i'm going to break down again soon.. i'm so useless.. keep crying and crying all the time.. i'm so sick of myself.. i hate the me i see everyday T_T i'm a idiot.. i'm really afraid.. idk wat to do.. idk who to go to when i cry.. idk how long more can i last..
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
12:58 AM
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
here to update again... dunno wat to say actually..went to esplanade on mon.. was a very fast visit.. lpa took a much longer time to finish.. after that went to penisula with yeeteng(maria), sheena(mummy) and luke(kantang).. then went home.. lazy to update bout the trip will put pics of it when i get them.. for now here's a photo of the whole class.. lol..
had amt and lpa test today.. dun wan to think bout it anymore.. i crap thru the whole paper.. =.= give me notes also no use.. cant understand.. lol...
then after lpa, went to the itt class.. lol.. slack there a while then went to ourspace and create a blog for shamus with maria.. lol..
i guess thats all for now.. lazy to blog liao.. lol...
what if i say you r the reason i'm like this..
what will you say..
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
11:13 PM
Saturday, February 07, 2009
happy CNY everyone.. today is the 12 day of CNY.. lolits been a long time since i last blog here.. reasons for not blogging is cos i'm lazy and i dunno wat to blog about..
well sch has been fine so far.. and i'm worrying alot bout my upcoming exams.. this is the fist time i panic so early.. lol.. i usually wait till a few day days b4 exam then i start to worry.. but this time still got bout 1 week+.. ya i'm dam slack.. well i've always been like this.. this explains alot y my results are like this.. lol.. here are some random pictures...
tis is a pic of a butterfly i took. i saw it o the floor outside my hse.. its suppose to be dark blue.. but my hp camera dam bad =.= so it looks like its black...
tis was taken on serene bd.. =)
this was taken during eeps.. i was bored so i took the wires and bend them.. lol..
speaking of eeps.. i had eeps test ytd.. it was da crap.. i couldnt connect to make the thing work.. i just hope i'll pass.. dun wan to expect too much..on the 30 feb, my class "lau yu sheng" tgt.. cool.. first time.. haha.. skipped lesson that day, was late already so might as well skip.. lol.. so during that time we(me, yeeteng, jiajun, serene, soonheng, ian, chenchian, luke, luqman.. erm i cant rmb who else.. lol.. ps)went out to buy yu sheng.. haha..
this is the aftermath it.. lol..
will put more photos of it when i get the photos, but i must first rmb to ask for it.. loland lastly this is a pic of maria and me =)
examz are coming.. =.= i seem to be in a very big trouble.. i'm so lost for every single module.. i nid a miracle now... like suddenly i'll understand everything i nid to know for my examz in a very fast speed... lol..
cried 3 times ytd =.= crying is exhausting... i seriouly hv to find a way to stop myself from crying like that... sry to the ppl who saw me cry.. didnt mean to scare ur.. lol..
well i guess i'll end here.. will be back to blog when i feel like it.. haha
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
11:25 PM
