Friday, December 12, 2008
its the holidays!.. 3 wks, no sch.. =) for now its good haha.. but after maybe 1 wk i'll start missing sch.. lol.. but wait until that time comes then say ba..tues was EG2 paper.. hope i pass it.. lol.. i blank 13 marks.. and 10marks was from to 1 qns.. so in my paper u can see that there is one very nice and clean page with just the qns no. and nothing else.. lol..
then on wed is amt and lpa paper but lpa cancelled =).. i think i can at least pass amt.. i seriously hope i really do pass it.. cos its the only paper i got more hope of passin compare to the others.. lol.. emo like crap on this day.. haiz..
finish my last paper(AEL) ytd(thurs).. it was total crap.. i think it would take a miracle for me to even get a just pass... i basically crap thru the whole paper.. i wonder where all the things i studied went to.. my brain just doesn't seem to wan to process anything bout it...
i seriously dun wan to see my results now.. lol...
exam days r the time where i spent most of my time in sch.. go early and go hm late.. just to study.. lol.. but i only have myself to blame.. lol. cos thats the only time where i will seriously sit down and feel like studying.. usually, i'm in no study mood mode... so even if i take a bk out and wan to study.. i wun be able to concentrate at all.. i'll just daydream with my bk open in front of me.. lol..
for now.. time to relax and then look for a job.. cos i got a feeling my allowance is goin to drop =.= i seriously hope it wun happen.. but if i have a job i wun take allowance from them then.. lessen their burden.. lol..
seems like my LJ is full of emo post only.. dunno y.. dun seem to have much happy things to write about..
i really dunno how to walk to u and tell u i love u... but i noe its impossible to expect anything back from u.. so as long as ur happy, i'll be happy for u.. and i'll keep this love i have for u deep in my heart until it passes...
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
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