Tuesday, December 09, 2008
emo emo emo.. this is like the most wrong time to emo.. but still i'm emoing.. y cant ur be nice to me during the exams so at least i can study.. i'm so sick and tired of everything.. i dunno wat to do or wat to say anymore.. wats wrong with believing in wat i say.. i dun understand.. do i really deserve 0% of trust... am i that hard to trust... wats wrong with me.. its like there's nothing good bout me at all.. the more ur scold me the more i hate myself.. how how how... i seem to be emoing more and more now.. maybe i should just go back o how i use to be last time.. cos now even if i laugh i can't convince myself that it doesnt sound fake.. cos it sounds dam fake so fake that it hurts even by just thinkin of it..
wat if every memory and flashback just brings in more pain?... :'(
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
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