Saturday, November 08, 2008
its obvious that i was forcing things.. this friendship wasnt meant to be how i wan it to be... i was the one hoping that it would be how i wan it to be.. so i keep forcing that information into my brain.. but it seems like no matter wat i do it wun turn out wat i wan it to be... maybe its time i put a stop to this and let it just stay as it is.. it wun help if i keep focing also.. it takes 2 hands to clap.. both parties must wan it to be like that then it would be like that.. so i'm leaving it as it is.. its wat u say today that made me realise it.. u only make frens with me for the sake of it.. if u r goin to do sumthing for me and is not at ur own will... its wrong then.. well u said sumthing sumhow like that and shouldnt be like wat u say.. thats not how true friendship should be.. so i'm leavin it as it is.. unless sumhow sumthing changes.. if not we'll nv become close frens.. it wun wk.. [nvm.. its not that i dun have close frens, just tot that u could be 1 of them too.. and seems like i'm wrong...] and i'm writin all this here cos i noe the person wun bother to read my blog..Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
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