Tuesday, November 04, 2008
"I hate the me who's bad tempered... I hate the me who hate someone else... I hate the me who's afraid of wats may happen next... I hate the me who thinks negatively... I hate the me who complain... I hate the me who cries... I hate the me who wants to give up... I hate the me who breaks other ppl hearts... i hate everything bout me.. i'm the worst person in the world.."-->This was wat i was thinkin when i was crying today.. =(
i dunno why was i thinkin of all that.. my life has been a rollar coaster ride =.= i dunno if its good or bad.. but i'll tell myself that maybe its better than a boring one.. so at least i wun feel so bad.. my life's not that bad.. its just a little weird?.. i dunno.. different from usual?... i really dunno... i'm kind of tired of tryin to convince myself all this every now and then =.=
things are changing.. to the better or worst.. i dunno.. i just noe its changin... even i have changed.. and i dunno wat have i become now.. good? bad?... i dunno.. there are just too much qns in me that have no ans.. ppl change and can do it in just one *snap*...
anyway, today i found sumthing funny during the dep practical lesson... lol..
haha.. i told yeeteng bout it when i saw it and she ask me to take photo of it.. i only realise it today even though i use this thing last week too.. lol..
the CPf board send a letter to my hse the other day... they spelt my name wrongly =.=" since it's from the govt, shouldnt they check it before they type it down.. =.=" even though most of teachers pronounce my name wrongly but at least the attendance list spells it correctly...
today i realise sumthing.. lol.. pls dun tell me its goin to be a start of that headaches all over again =.=
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
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