Monday, August 18, 2008
sumtimes i read other ppl's blog and feel that they r super sad... and sumhow sumtimes feel sad for them... sumtimes when it is bout happy stuff i feel happy for them... when its bout family stuff i feel happy for them and sumtimes feel sad for myself... cos i dun hav wat sum others have... a happy family... so if i see ppl complaining bout their family... i feel like scoldin them... cos must appreciate wat u have.. i didnt even have a chance to appreciate and my parents are divorced alreay... and until now... haiz...
but oh well but i dun have to feel sad... cos i have found other ways to make myself happy... haha... just that sumtimes when i cannot take it i'll tend to breakdown... cos i have other problems also... but oh well its ok la... ppl do have to de stress... so dun have to freak out when u see me cry just lend me a shoulder if u can... haha... sumtimes i just wan to talk to sumone... lol... but then i dunno how... haha... so u must be sumone who noe me dam well so sumthings i dun hav to say out and u will noe already...
and the way to be happy i guess is just to be happy over the simple things... well i think thats the easiest way to be happy haha... cos i'll smile over the simplest thing that happen which are good... it feels great to be happy... expect a little and give alot... life will definitely be better... haha... cos sumtimes thinking too much doesnt really help... cos u'll just keep thinking and thinkin of all the complicated stuff and overlook the simple ones...
i dunno y am i typin all this also... lol... just feel like bloggin so just anyhow... haha...
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