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Thursday, July 31, 2008

i'm feeling down... i feel like i got lot of things to say but i cant say them... i dun have a person to tell them to... i dun noe who i should trust and who i shouldn't i dunno if i'll make the wrong decision mah and regret later... i dunno if i'll regret wat i'm doing now mah... i dunno if wat i'm doing is rite or wrong.. i dunno if i'm a good fren mah... i dun noe if my frens like me mah... i dunno if they hate me mah... haiz... i dun noe y i'm crying... i dunno y no one understands me... i dunno y no one is here to lend me a shoulder when i nid one... i dunno y no one can answer my qns... i dunno how much more i can take... T_T T_T

Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt? 2:40 PM


Saturday, July 26, 2008

there's sumthing in my mind now... am i being too much of a busybody? i dun noe y i just keep thinking bout this... i'm trying to change sumthings but it doesn't seem to be working... i see no positive of it but just keep think bout wat negative things might happen if i continue to try to change it... am i doing the rite thing? i really dun noe... i nid help also... haiz... maybe its my fault... maybe its not... but if not then wat is it????? haiz... i'm afraid of wats going to happen next liao... its like going back to the past sumhow.... but will anyone understand if sumthing happens??? like last time where there will be at least 1 person who will understand, lend me a shoulder when i nid one... listen to me when i wan to nag... =( haiz...

oh well... lets talk bout other things ba... today woke up kind of late but 5 mins only... lol... i reach sch early also... reach at bout 8.45am... slack at the seats at the pond there till 9 and decided to not go class on time and wait for luke cos he woke up late... lol... me, serene and ernest sat there chit chat and sing song until bout 9. 40?... lol... i can't rmb the time then jj, qinghui, larissa, hannah, lynette, sheena and soonheng came... then at bout nine forty sumthing then luke reach sch... funny sia... lol... see his expression... then everyone stood there thinking want to go for eltech tutorial mah... and in the end me, lynette, ernest, sheena and luke went for the tutorial only... the rest wen out of school... lol... while we were about to walk up... sheena say luke look like the dustbin... lol... funny sia... haha... his shirt colour look the same as the dustbin... haha... then went for tutorial and dunno do wat also... cos left such a short time also... then after that me, yeeteng, sheena, ernest, eric and luke decided not to go for EG1 so was thinking whether wan to go look for the rest who were not in sch mah... tuo tuo la la for bout half an hr then we decide to go to KFC and not look for them cos scare no time... lol... yee teng was quite angry... haha... sry... =) we to eat a family meal? lol... i can't rmb wats the name liao... haha... but we just bout sumthing and share among 5 ppl... cos eric didnt wan to eat... lol... then when we finish eating just nice the EG2 ppl came so we let them eat and left the place to go walk walk in the NTUC as we wait for them to come... lol... waste time thinging wat to buy for bout half an hr... -.- then when the EG2 pp finish eating we walk back to sch and went for compro lesson... haiz... watever la... then after compro is EG1 tutorial.. test! sure fail one lor... i dunno wat is it talking about also... and nv really bother to try also... sheena just listen to teacher teach 1 qns only and she can pass liao... she is seriously smart one lor... she can study andcatch things very fast... dun waste ur talent lei... lol... but as for ppl like me... i think i should die or sumthing... dun see any talent in me also... no motivation to study... i totally is like waiting to fail... actually i noe that i'm starting to feel scare liao... if not i wun go try to read the maths notes one... haiz... but cannot understand lei...

and my guardian seriously not very understanding one... even after getting a maid she still keep giving me stress... cant they give me more freedom... i really nid it... i rather stay in sch and study then cum home early lor... if i in sch at least when i dun noe can ask classmate... but if i at hm ask who sia... haiz... =(

more pics taken during MDA...

ernest, lynette, me and wenny... =) this is one of the nicest pic... haha...


back: ernest(san di), wenny(my daughter), luke(da ge) front: yeeteng(maria), me... lol... oh ya if u're wondering who is dustbin man... its luke... -.- haha...


lol...


haha... jailed for that moment... lol...


to outer space from class... haha


and we took a roller-coaster in class... lol... who would sleep while talking a roller-coaster sia... -.- other than that i love this pic...


oh ya and on wed i stayed back in sch till 9 with yee teng, lynette, soon heng and lynette... haha... i enjoy that day alot sia... haha... and when i realise all of us were wearing slippers and just nice got 5 ppl... i ask them take photo to make a star... lol...



oh well i guess thats all for now... maybe things will get better... haha... just nid to take sumtime i believe it will be fine... =)

Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt? 1:33 PM


Wednesday, July 23, 2008

20/7
today is my cousin 1 yr old birthday... she's so so so cute... haha... her parents organize a party for her... and it lasted for the whole day... which i was quite sian... cos i dun really noe the ppl also... so i slack in the rm for quite sumtime and chit chat on the laptop... then after the party end... clean up abit and play computer... lol... then found out that ernest their compro project cannot pass up... lol... but in the end also got pass up...

21/7
today no practical lesson in the morning but i went to sch early anyway to do my mol in ourspace with the help of ernest... lol... and i only did 2 qns... haha... better than nothing la... lol... then after that is eltech lesson... was watching narnia thruout the lesson... lol... then break and then MDA... which was photo taking lesson for us... cos within bout an hour i took bout 100+ photos... haha... and here are sum of them... i'll just put a few first... the others another time ba... cos really alot... lol...

this is one of the first few pics which marks the beginning of the photo taking session... lol...


this is taken with the MDA teacher... lol...


random 1...


random 2...


twist...


this is with dustbin man... lol...


and this is one of the pics i like... haha...


i'll just put this few first... the others i put another time... cos i got alot that i wan to put up... haha... then after sch go to chinatown to take sumthing... i feel down in the bus... -.- pain...

22/7
today went to sch early to play badminton... i miss playing badminton sia... esp with them... haha... play from 9 to 10 with ernest and luke then went to slack in the library... then at 12 went back to play again this time with more ppl... got ian, yee teng, ian and sum others i cant rmb liao... lol... ps my memory not that good... then is cats lesson... lol... me nd yee teng freak out sia... cos she left the videocam at badminton court so she ran back to look for it while i made a few calls to ask if anyone see it... lol... lucky its still there... haha.. then durin cat we were suppose to give a 1 min presentation on a topic given... there were 5 topics and i pick the one on an unforgettable experience... and talk about music-in-motion... lol... then sw lesson... my leg pain sia... so nv really play... haha... then next wk is last tennis lesson le... haha... may or may not miss the lesson... haha... i dun noe yet.. see how ba...

Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt? 1:00 PM


Sunday, July 20, 2008

just feel like blogging for no reason at 1 am in the nite... lol... dun noe y... dun even noe wat to blog about... haha...

hmm.. lets see... well sch has started for like a few months already... and must say i'm enjoying myself in school... haha... can't believe how nervous i was b4 sch started... i dun even noe y... haha... i actually didnt wan to go to sch or to the EE FOC... haha... luckily i wen for the camp and cos i made nice frens there... which sumhow gave me the courage to go to sch... lol... funny me... was actually afraid of going to a whole new class where i wun noe anyone... dun noe y...

maybe its cos of the bad memories in sec sch... but of cos there were good ones too... just sumhow tot more of the negative part at that time... i miss my sec sch life sumhow... miss my frens... miss sum classes also... esp dnt lessons... lol... dun noe y... haha... maybe its the most slacking lesson ba... haha... funny rite... i use to complain so much bout going to classes in BPS and now i actually miss them... lol... how good it would be if we could go back for 1 day to experience those times again... and this time i would make sure i make the extra effort to rmb every detail that happen in class... haha... oh well its always like this shi qu le cai xue hui zhen xi... haha... i miss choir practice too... i miss them alot alot alot... haha... i use to skip the practices last time and now i'm saying this... lol... well, its the one of the best thing that has happen to me... i miss performing... haha... cant believe how much i actually like to perform in the choir until i join the sch choir and went for performance... they r great memories....

but as usual i'm still dun like to study and when i try to do it i will get sleepy very fast... lol... and until now i still have no study mood... haha.... even though exams r cumin soon.. lol... must quickly look for that mood liao... if not will b like last time... study a few hrs b4 exam and freak out after that... lol... haha...

Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt? 4:17 PM


Thursday, July 17, 2008

15/7
today reach sch early... lol... haha... then went to meet sum of my classmates in blk 56... then waited for yeeteng to cum to sch then walk to the class with her... nothing much during CATS lesson... just continue doing the powerpoint lor.... lol... then after CATS is SW lesson... i irratate yihui by shouting her name very loud at th overhead bridge... lol... sry ar... i bored mah... haha... then during lesson it rain and stop, rain and stop... sian... haha... then after that went back to sch with yeeteng and hannah to meet sheena, ian... then we walk out to head home...
took the bus with sheena and ian... sheena had a 'gear' in her bag made from her badminton racket... she hit my face 2 time sia... first time is when she wan to sit down she just throw her bag on me.. and the racket hit my face... and second time is when she is searching her bag... keep on pushing her racket to the side and it hit my face again... -.- she laugh until so happy sia... then dunno y the person in front like so pek cek like that keep on looking at the both of us with that very annoyed look... we didnt do anything to her lor... nv even hit her chair or wat... can't understand wat is wrong with us laughin... lol.. sheena summore went to make it worst by saying ur fren ar... lol... her face become more black sia... lol... then when there was a place in the front the woman quickly get up and go to the front... funny sia she... public place mah... y like this... nothing wrong with laughin mah... nan dao yao face black black like her meh... lol...
then after that reach the interchange le.. we alight and sheena told me bout the time when she took a bus with her sister and the bus uncle ask her sis to throw the food wrapper away before going up to the bus... lol... she ans the uncle back in a very funny way sia... she say ur bus only say cannot bring food up mah... also nv say cannot bring food wrapper... maybe people want to bring the wrapper home and use it again lei... lol... she funny sia... haha... but in a way it sounds logical to me... haha... and again with her racket she hit sumone else... lol... she summore keep saying is the person who hit her racket prone to accident not her fault... -.- say me prone to accident... lol...

16/7
i'm kind of down today... but i maintain my smile all the way until sch end b4 my tears came out... today first lesson is EG1... sian... can't understand anything also... lol... so was chatting all the way and towards the ending i watch a video which sheena is watching... omg is so er xin lor... watch le make me wan to vomit only... the show is bout suicide... dun wan to think of it le... really super er xin...then after that is break... eat at canteen 2... then msg for ernest there cos he say he luo zhen... lol... and when i laugh he tell me say the way i laugh is funny... lol... he always laugh when he hear me laugh... lol... good lor at least i bring laughter to my frens... haha... then after that i engmec while walking to the engmec class.. we met a few people who say wan to take our photo to dunno do wat... lol... i forget le... haha... then take liao go for engmec lesson... was playing wahjong thruout the lesson sia... dun noe wat the teacher was saying also... she teach until dunno where liao but i still in front... actually for almost all my modules i also like this... lol... then lesson end... left the class and stand downstairs for a while becos sum of my classmates couldn't decide where they wan to go... then when they finally decide, we walk out to near the atrium there and they wen to co op while i walk to the bus stop... just as i turn and walk out with my back facing them... my tears came out... i guess it was my limit le... all i was waiting for the time when i'm alone and my tears will flow out liao... so the only way to not cry is to spend alot of time with my frens which is impossible... funny there's always no one there when i wan to cry... all those who say that they would be there when i nid to cry... nv really appear also... and no one really notice that i'm down also... and i agree with sheena its really painful to smile when u actually dun wan to... but... haiz... waited for very long for a bus 74 that has aircon... cos i didnt board 2 bus 74 becos got no air con.. weather was so hot so i rather wait for one that has air con... lol... today didnt alight at amk to change to 86... cos was sleepy so i decided to sleep all the way to hougang then change bus from there...

Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt? 1:52 PM


Tuesday, July 15, 2008

today is a normal day?... lol... wat the crap la... i didn't take my practical test today cos was half an hr late... when i woke up today i was super blur... i woke up at 8.30 and tot that its 7.30... crap sia... i took my own sweet time to do sum things then realise that i'm wrong... i seriously have to suggest to my family members to change the room clock to digital one liao... -.- cos this is not the irst time i read the clock wrongly.... then faster rush down... could have reached sch on time one but the stupid bus jam for half an hour make me late... and sheena didn't take the test even though she could have... cos she say she no mood... -.- so i went to sch and slack till the second lesson which is theory for eltech... wat the crap... i dun understand a single thing at all lor... but nvm... not the first time... i like this almost every lesson... lol... was playing wahjong thruout the lesson with ernest and doing sum lame things... lol... then break and then mda lesson... boring lesson... haha... and tks to yee teng i pass my mda quiz today with flying colours... haha... then after the quiz was walking here and there to see wat the others are doing.. then bo liao go massage for sum of my classmates... haha... then watch 1 litre of tears... lol... i cry sia... haha... after that lesson is time to go hm... haha... when reach hm, went to mop floor then bath, eat, fold clothes, iron sum clothes then bring the rubbish out... and now, i'm bored and so i went to this site to do this... lol....






kind of crappy thou.... cos i dun even noe sum of the celebrities there... haha... oh well guess thats all...

Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt? 1:22 PM


Sunday, July 13, 2008

9/7
this morning when i wake up was super moody sia... and the stupid bus drove so slow... wat the crap... i was half an hour late even though i went out early... went to sch in a super not good mood... and when i reach the class it got worst... so i msg serene and tell her i wanted to cry... then she went to the toilet with me... and stand beside me as i cry... then sheena came out also cos she noe i was sad... haha... then they pei me there unil i tell them to go back to class... we went back to class but i still haven stop.. it just came on and off few times... then serene msg me and ask me to go out of the class with her cos she was cold... but i think it was becoz she wanted to cheer me up... so we went one level down... and she told me sum jokes there and after a while sheena came out also... and they both cheer me up... haha Tks alot to the both of them i was super high after that... i think this is the 2nd time serene see me cry but 1st time for sheena... lol... but i nv tell them y i cried... but they stll accompany me till i stopped... i'm really appreciate wat they have done... tks... but i did told sumone y i cry.. lol.. just hope i dun trust the wrong person this time... lol..l then it was break... and during that period of time my slipper spoil... wat the crap... went to buy a new slipper and serene pay for me first cos i didnt bring enough money... lol... then after that is engmec lesson... boring lesson... but was quite high.. lol...

10/7
late for class again... lol... and so was sheena... lol... and we say that the next time we late we call each other... haha... was super blur during the first lesson that i nearly sign on the wrong name in the attendace book... lol...

11/7
today also late for lesson... so i call sheena... lol... and we decided to go to class tgt... so who reach first will call the other person... i reached first... lol... then saw soon heng... but he went to class first... then say qing hui while waiting for sheena at the bus stop... lol... finally sheena came and we stroll to class... lol... then during lesson i did my web tutorial in like 5 mins and got 100 lol... tks to yihui... haha... then after that is maths... then break... didn't get to eat at all sia... was going from one side of the sch to the other to take the bottles for filming and i decided to bring it home cos since my group will be coming to my hse to do it... after taking the bottles, went to another blk cos actually wanted to borrow the videocam... but the teacher was not here... so we tot of talking it after sch... so went back to the canteen... left bout half an hr only... and after that was compro lesson... do i program then ask ernest to teach me maths cos later maths test... but my brain simply didnt wan to absorb... -.- sian... after that is maths... die lor... the test was crap for me... i anyhow write all the way... and pass up with i think more than half of it blank... dun care la... i dun understand wats happenin from that chpt onwards so i expected my test on the rest of the chpt to be crap liao.. lol... became emo during the lesson... dunno y.. then after lesson went to eat and then went for compro test... -.- i think i only know how to do the first qns... the rest i just crap... i dun noe y also... just hope that half of it will be correct... lol... the test room was super cold sia... i wear long seleve also bth... lol... after test went out and saw that those who left early outside taking pictures... haha... then i see the sky is like almost dark le but got sum light and i say is nice ask yihui to take for me but she say ask ian cos got cam and he show me the pics that he took earlier and he and lynette kept sayin that that is nicer... but i still think the darker one also nice lei... and ask him to take... he take le tell me that like got dust there like that... lol... then lynette so funny... ask me y the thig i like diff one.. ask me dun emo... haha... ya quite true la... lol.. i'm kind of emo... haha... then after that went hm... and when i reach hm my hands and shoulder ache alot... lol... hands is becos of the 4 bottles and shoulder is becos of my bag... heavy...

12/7
today woke up at 11+... then play with my 11 month old cousin... haha... she's so so cute... lol... then the day pass like normal lor... then just now go read sheena blog... shot me sia... and she summore tell me she enjoy it... lol... tks sia... say i psycho... -.- she also ban jing pa liang... wu shi pu siao bai bu... lol... ;)

Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt? 1:43 PM


Sunday, July 06, 2008

4/7

today is a long and tired day... woke up late again... but decided not to rush and so i took my own sweet time to go to sch... and so only reach sch half an hour after lesson started... luckily i pack my bag last nite if not might be even later... today i only bring my EG1 bk, compro bk and my EG1 tutorials so that my bag will be lighter cos i dun wan to carry a heavy bag to S.C.H. to watch musical nite... first lesson was eltech tutorial... i did nothing there was laugh and talk... lol... after that was EG1... i dun noe wat was going on in class at all today... totally in my own world... lol... after that we took a few photos... lol... and here r the pics.. lol...


after maths... break... went to the student office during the break... haiz... after that is compro lesson... nv use laptop at all... for the whole lesson... first time sia... i mean the teacher nv use la... i sure will use one... lol... after that is maths tutorial... sian... cos i haven finsh copying wat i have to pass up... lol... and luke is so blur to actually believe that i nv talk his tutorial to copy... lol... lucky sheena 'pei he' me... haha... when reach there liao ask teacher y my scientific notebk cannot open at hm to do my mol... try a few times also cannot... in the end teacher ask me to go helpdesk... was like wth lor... compro lesson was at that blk... and maths is in blk 18... and now i hav to walk back to that blk.. sian... so i went lor... rather walk than do maths... lol.. just as i was walking down i saw wenny so ask her to accompany me there... when we reach there the person dun noe do wat then tell me to go hm try again... wah... this means that there is a possibility that it wun work??... sian... ok lor... so went back to class and continue copying the tutorial... lol... then finally lesson end... walk back to the helpdesk again to return luke his tutorial cos he stayed at that place for almost the whole of the tutorial lesson... lol... then walk out and went to the opposite to take bus with yihui to clementi mrt station to meet wei sinn... wth... i tot i will late.. in the end i was the one waiting there... -.- then we took mrt to tanjong pagar mrt station to meet paul and christopher... but we were early so we sat at the chair and he transfer the music-in-motion video to me... lol... then finally paul reach le... so we went out of the station to meet him then we waited for christopher... in the end he told us he reach the place le... say he went there first cos nv see us... -.- wt... so we walk to S.C.H. and i saw ms mak at the enterence... haha... then went in to seat and wait for the concert to start... choir's performance was great... its better than last time??? haha... i dun noe... but it was wonderful and awesome... haha... i like it alot... they sang 2 songs which i learn b4 last time which is keindahan taaman and when u believe brings back alot of memories... i miss going to choir ALOT... haha... during the intermission went to talk to sum of the teachers who taught me b4 and mr goh the choir instructor... so happy to see them again... haha... then went back cos intermission end liao... concert went on and ended at only 9+... then we went out of the concert hall to decide where we wan to go next... talk to sum of the juniors... =D then we say ms chew and we talk to her for a while... b4 we finally saw my goh cum out... wanted to take photo with him... but he was in a hurry so nv take... oh well there's always next time... haha... then i took 2 picture... then we went out... at first they say wan to go lao pa sar eat but i wanted to go hm... in the end we took the bus which took us back to our sec sch.. on the bus we sang quite a few songs... lol... we sang when u believe, i believe, siyahamba, colours of the wind, one voice, i write the songs, stand by me, a whole new world, you rise me up and maybe a few more which i cant rmb... haha... that feeling was totally wonderful... i enjoyed it alot... haha.. i miss singing like this... wonder if i'll regret not joinin np choir mah... haha... ms chew even took a video of sum of the songs we sang cos she say wan to show mr goh.. haha... then we took 162 to amk where i took 86 hm and the rest of them went to to eat... reach hm at 12 +... after doing everything and eating my dinner its about 1 le... went online for less than 30 mins and went to sleep... and here r the pic i took... first one is with my juniors and the second one is with the ppl who went there with me and ms chew... lol...


5/7

sian day... woke up at bout 1 today... do sum hsewk and wen thru a torturing scolding session... haiz... then went out to toa payoh to buy sumthing... todays dinner eat stingray... i like... haha... reach hm at 9+... bath and then use com to watch the mucis in motion video and try to open the mol thingy... wth... cannot open... this time worst... i nid to go back to helpdesk again liao... and this time i dun even noe how to explain wat has happen... cos even i myself also not sure... oh well i guess thats all for now...


Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt? 2:07 PM


Thursday, July 03, 2008

slept at 2+am last nite and woke up at 6+am in the morning... super sian in the morning.... very sleepy during maths class... cant understand anything at all... aiya... wat the crap la... i haven been able to understand since the day the teacher started after the holidays... the maths notes are now like ailen lang to me... cant understand at all... going to die liao... then after maths is break... follow ernest to the helpdesk to ask them to install windows but... they say he has to buy it himself... wat the crap is that sia... lol... then i ask bout the mol thingy... in the end ask also like=to nv ask... sian... then ask bout yee teng laptop touchpad and the person say can ask her to bring laptop there... so after that went back to the canteen and tell yee teng that... then we sat down and chat with yi hui and li min... ernest funny lei... he told us bout the time he iron a $10 plastic note and it shrink... lol... me and yihui laugh until bth... then went to the helpdesk again with yee teng and sheena... the person say she must call the supura... again go there=to like nv go also... lol... then is engmec lesson... sian... dun noe wat was happenin also... today had to attend a dun noe wat talk... the talk starts at 5 and my lesson end at 2.. sian... so after engmec lesson went to canteen 1 to eat with yihui and luke cos the rest say they wan to go to the market to eat... after eating went to our space to study... dun stunned to see me say i study lei... lol... i got do 1 qns from tutorial 5 lei... so consider got 'study' also ba... lol... then after a while wanted to sleep... wth.. sleep until so nice... luke walk back from buying tibits the time... hand itchy must go hit my chair so hard... i cua tio lor... crap la u... spoil my sleeping mood sia... if not the time there will be spend better lor... summore laugh until so happy... -.- this person summore say want to lend me copy his tutorial 3, 4, 5... in the end nv even finish tutorial 2 jiu say dun wan do liao... -.- then after that play viwawa a while.. while yi hui watch show then go to listen to the talk... boring talk... it ended at bout 5 +... since i told my guardian i'll end at 7... decided to go to our space and slack again... this time with jia jun, serene, yee teng, luqman, lynette, yihui, ernest and ian... wen to the game rm to play Taboo... funny sia... we split into 2 groups... ppl wearing black shirt in one group and other colours in another... ppl wearing black shirt were yee teng, ian, serene, yi hui and luqman... and so the rest in another group (which is me, lynette, jia jun and ernest)... it was funny playing that game... the last card that we had to guess was the most funny ernest pick a card and had to describe the word for us to guess... ernest said:stay very far one, long time no see... then jia jun say:i tot u ma di already.. lol... all of us laugh... but cant rmb wats the ans liao... haha... that was the last one round for me liao... then me and yihui went home... then as we were walking out... i saw the sky the colour nice so i ask yihui to lend me her hp camera to take... cos mine is super bad... the 2 pics i took are the ones below... lol... i dun noe y i think its nice also... i just happen to like it... haha...



Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt? 2:30 PM


Wednesday, July 02, 2008

i dun noe y i feel sad suddenly... its just this sudden emotion that come out of a sudden... maybe cos of wat happen ba... i feel that things r changing... is it me? or is it that i'm really rite... wat if i'm rite... i'm afraid... i dun wan it to be true... i dun wan to be hurt by all this anymore... its cary and painful to go thru it again... =(

Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt? 2:55 PM


Tuesday, July 01, 2008

today woke up early... tks to serene and ernest for their morning call... haha... tks... was thinkin of whether to go to sch by taking 86 or shuttle bus... in the end decided to take shuttle bus instead... took the 7.40 bus and reach sch at bout 8.30... meet ernest first then luqman and yee teng... first lesson was practical for eltech... sian... didnt really understand also... dun noe y the thing just wun give me the answer like wat the others get... lol... but was funy cos yee teng kept making me laugh... lol... and 2 wks later will be practical test for this... there was this sample paper for us to try... was lazy and didnt wan to... but in the end also did cos i see everyone doing it... lol.. then eltech lesson theroy... i didnt really listen also... was watching show and listening to songs with ernest... lol... then after that is break... went to canteen 3 to eat today... and was laughing thruout tks to ernest joke... cos he say he's soup got skeleton inside when its just sliced fish soup... lol... me, sheena, ernest laugh until like siao... and luke only abit ba... laugh until tears also cum out becos of one word... lol... it was so hard to eat at that table... keep on making me laugh cannot sallow my food also... lol... but in the end got finish the food... haha... thats good... should not waste food... lol... then next mda class... we go to class and stand in the middle of the class cos dunno where to sit... inally decide liao... i sat at the back with ernest... as usual lam-ing there... but not as much as last time liao... maybe cos too sian from all the laughing in the canteen ba... was at lesson 13 page 1 for the whole hour or maybe more... lol... then at bout 4+ the laughing started again... lame lame lame... me and ernest... and luke was there to just cui us to faster pack to go back... ask him can go so fast meh... he say do the p2p then can go liao... so i login and just keep talking to ernest... he got pek cek and do it for us... lol... and even do it for sheena also... then when he usin the laptop i move move move my mouse to disturb him... so when i use he do the same thing also.. wth... then the mouse cannot work... -.- nvm maybe it just nid rest... tmr should work... lol... then jiu funny liao... i pretend to wan to beat him... his reaction so big, fall towards the wall... me and sheena laugh until bth lor... xue yao like this mah... then after that i ask him y... he say he trip on the chair... lol... then after that jiu go student office pass up sum form and then head hm...

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