Thursday, May 15, 2008
dun noe y i just lose my temper today... maybe cos of wat happen last nite ba... or maybe i too many days not enough sleep already... i like abit going siao liao... dunnoe y i can't control my temper as good as last time liao... maybe becos too many things happened at around the same time le ba... (haiz... u'll nv understand how i feel unless u stay in a family like mine or that u know me super well...) nv give me time to calm down then the next thing happen already... and its just so unlucky that when it came to engmac it was my limit... it all started during engmac tutorial... should say i expected my mood to change but not to so bad becos b4 the teacher walk in, my mood already stated to change liao... and when the teacher came in and call my name it became so bad then i dun feel like listening to wat the teacher is saying also... and even after she ended other ppl talk bout it i also BTH... one of my classmate wanted to teach me rite after the teacher finish but my mood at that time was really freaking bad so i choose not to listen.. cos i know i wun absorb anything and that if it gets worst i will throw my temper on the person talking bout wat is irritating me at that moment... (well, so this is a warning to ppl ard me if u see tat i'm in bad mood pls pls pls dun do things like disturb me cos that wil make it worst and i may just throw my temper on u... and if u r the kind who enjoys "entertaining" me =.= do it when i'm in a better mood, u should noe y (and u should know who u r... lol)...) hope i didn't offend any of my frens when i was in that mood... if i did or if i ever do it, i'm sry... luckily that was the last lesson if not i can't imagine how i will be in the next one... i will be like super irritated lor.. and any small thing may just trigger my temper... i was complaining to sheena thruout the bus ride when she was with me... (lol.. hope she doesn't feel irritated... but really to sheena: tks for listening to me... =)) since afternoon till now the mood have not got better... it still stuck sumwhere in bad... but better than just now la... this feels terrible... but i really dun noe how to get my happy mood back... well maybe tmr morning ba... well, since i just threw my temper today, i think the next one wun be so soon...Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
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