Thursday, May 01, 2008
sumtimes is not i dun understand... is i just pretend to not know... cos i'm starting to think that maybe i know too much... talked to a fren today... my fren say i shouldn't bring my probs to sch... actually i dun wan to do that also... and so far its still ok... i've been trying very hard to control myself... cos i haven cry like hell in sch like i use to do that last time in sec sch... and i miss the frens who would sit beside me when i cry... i miss H, cos H would always lend me a shoulder when i nid one... i nid one now... i really nid to cry hard once in a while to let go... if not i will go crazy...
i tot hm was suppose to be sweet but sumtimes i'm afraid of going hm... i'm afraid of wats going to happen when i step into the hse... i'm afraid of wat they might say... i'm afraid of being scolded... i'm afraid of wat there is in the future... i'm afraid that i hav to live my life like this forever... (its not that my life not good la... but, i selfish i want it to be better...) i'm afraid that everyone might leave me alone... :'(
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
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