Sunday, April 13, 2008
at first u tot it was all going well and so u r happy... then suddenly u start to see things which is totally different from wat u think... so u start to think and only negative tots appear... well tats how i feel now... its a feeling that i'm afraid of, but will always comes to me... it freaks me out and makes me cry... i want to tell sumone... but dun know how... its not a big deal but as i see more, more negative tots appear... and all i will be is more and more sad... unless i forget all this... which will take days and days... i'm just afraid... how... i'm so lost now... i cannot turn back of go forward anymore... :'(
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
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