Sunday, March 26, 2006
haiz... i really very sad this few days... :'( i really feel very lost now... feel very guilty very bad.... i really wish all this have nv happen in my life... i started feelin like this since friday... i just kept on crying... suddenly i feel that wanted to talk to someone... so i decided to call YZ... felt much better after talkin to her for bout 1 hour... after i came home went online saw WS online... tell him i felt sad... then he tell me don't be sad... lol... nv expect to hear that from him actually... but everytime i think bout it again now i will start to cry again... :'( today suddenly break down again... :'( and don't know y... i just suddenly want to talk to LJ... so i call her... i just kept on cryin when i heard her voice... coz i didn't know wat to say... and i really cannot say it... i really don't know y... i have to go thru all this at this time... i really don't know how much more i can take anymore... haiz... :'( but really happy to know that there are still frenz there for me to look for when i need them... thanks...
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