Saturday, October 15, 2005
finally the examz r over... but i'm totally not happy at all... haiz... firstly i'm scare that i will retain... haiz... as i know the chances of that happenin r high... haiz... and the things that r happenin recently r really makin me crazy already... haiz... and its all becoz of one person... i really don't know wat to do already... i don't know if i should let that person know or not... or should i just keep it to myself forever... though alot of my frensay that person deserves to know... haiz... but no matter wat i just don't think that i am in fault lei... haiz... i think i better not that person lah... if not something happen i will be blamed again... haiz... well... i think i would see how things goes first then say lah... well actually somethin good happen to me over the last few days which should be a happy thing lah... but it just came to unexpected le... it only makes me think that is this person tryin to disturb me alnot... i just can't take anymore of this anymore... haiz... and i found that recently all my frenz have start to like don't care bout me... ppl who that would nomally talk to me would be like not talk to ma and the ones who seldom talk to me would talk to me more... except for one of my godsis li jun... she's the only one... who has nv turn on me... the rest has just went off to don't know where le... haiz... sad... nvm... forget it... its just startin to make me realise that i've been holdin on to too much frenships which i know that would't last... i think its time i let this frenships go... and not hang on to them anymore... coz the more i try, the more sad i will feel when nothin comes back in return... haiz...
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