Friday, September 16, 2005
today got choir... but its the last till the examz r over... haiz... goin to miss it... today practice did not really turn out as the way i wanted but it turn out as i expected.... haiz... really was not wat i want... but don't know why... the attendance is good today... wat a surprise... well not really also... i expected this also.... was coughin like hell just now... also don't know why... haiz... really feel that my sick is gettin from bad to worst... the doctor med. is useless to me... haiz... waste money on it for nothin... i know i then don't want to go and see doctor ar... and now i got flu also... hopes this ends soon if not i will die liao... really feel terrible lei... haiz.. and today lookin at the choir the fear that it will close down have come again... haiz... if everytime choir also like this i really also will be in a terrible mood swing the next day le... well as expected tmr i will be havin mood swing again... haiz... surly one also don't know why... and i did't really talk much in the choir today also... don't know why... i have things that i want to say.. but my heart just tells me not to do it... haiz... i also don't know wat to do le lah....
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