Thursday, September 08, 2005
don't know why... i suddenly got alot to think today... and i found that i've really turn myself to a disaster... i really don't know why... and when i listen to a song call piano.... i actually cry... i guess i finally realise there's no way this would make me happy.... and of cos my friends...no one would ever rmb me.... i nv really tot bout this till today and its becoz of wat happen ytd... well i'm not blamin u bout its just me lah... and i really nv really find a true fren since i came to sec school.... i really don't know why.... no matter wat i do just no one will ever understand.... well i guess it won't be ez for me to ever find one le... and if i hav to die now... i think my greastest regrets will be that i nv found a true fren, someone that would appreciate me... and i'm really sorry to all ppl who were once my fren.... hope u all will forgive me for the mistakes i made...
and i think this skin that i use nv really reflect(the black one) on me... i have to get it change....
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
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