Tuesday, August 23, 2005
i really don't know wats happening recently... my life is goin upside down already and i don't know why... i really need to talk to someone... i really need to get a life... i really wish i would die... i can't take it le.... everyone is blamin me on things i nv done... and i don't even know why.... they r puttin pain on me instead of helpin me... everything also my fault... coz no one bothers to care or just spare a thought bout me.... my results r really gettin from bad to worst.... i have like a mountain of things, problems(school/choir), stress, unhappiness over me... i really don't know why.... maybe i'm not the perfect person to know... but wat can i do.... i'm really tryin to change already... can all of u just give me a break... i'm not ur toy k... u happy onli talk to me... not happy then don't care..... i simply don't understand wats wrong lor.... in school also like this... choir also like this... at home also like this...wat is my life turnin to... i will go crazy if this continues.... i really so close to giving up already.... haiz.... why??? me cry le....
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
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