Tuesday, August 23, 2005
i really don't know wats happening recently... my life is goin upside down already and i don't know why... i really need to talk to someone... i really need to get a life... i really wish i would die... i can't take it le.... everyone is blamin me on things i nv done... and i don't even know why.... they r puttin pain on me instead of helpin me... everything also my fault... coz no one bothers to care or just spare a thought bout me.... my results r really gettin from bad to worst.... i have like a mountain of things, problems(school/choir), stress, unhappiness over me... i really don't know why.... maybe i'm not the perfect person to know... but wat can i do.... i'm really tryin to change already... can all of u just give me a break... i'm not ur toy k... u happy onli talk to me... not happy then don't care..... i simply don't understand wats wrong lor.... in school also like this... choir also like this... at home also like this...wat is my life turnin to... i will go crazy if this continues.... i really so close to giving up already.... haiz.... why???me cry le....
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
2:20 PM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
haiz.... today is again a sad day for me... i really don't know how to face all this troubles... my calls for help are all not being heard.... haiz.... :.(Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
4:02 PM
Thursday, August 18, 2005
i'm really very sad nowadays... i also don't know why lei... i don't understand why everyone is blaming me on everything that is wrong.... i know everyone hates me... but u don't have to add more pain on me rite... i really don't know wat to do le lah... i need to talk to someone if not i will die le... but i have no one to talk to.... how.... :.(Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
2:24 PM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
heard something really sad today... even though i don't know if the person is talkin bout me or not lah... but i just can't help to think its me lei... i really give up already lah... i feel like killin myself... i wish i was not born... haiz...(nobody would ever understand me) :.(
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
5:32 AM
Saturday, August 13, 2005
something happen today that made me really sad... haiz... i also don't know wat to do le lah... coz i... don't know how to say lah... but i really wish this did't have to happen... :.(Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
2:30 PM
Friday, August 12, 2005
went to watch move ytd... it was ok lah... but i think its not worth my money to watch it... its just... i don't even know how to say it... after that went to orchard... on the way there the time... my godsis msg me say saw me with WS and P... i was so... haiz... i knew someone was goin to see me there if i went there... then when reach there le... i don't even know wat i went there for... it was just walkin and walkin... haiz... sian.... but it was still ok lah... at least got ppl accompany mah... better don't ask for so much... better then walkin alone... hmm... but also better than stay at home lah... anyway... the most impt thing is that i enjoy myself...Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
2:21 PM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
it has been a terrible week for me... all becoz of this few days.... i feel as if everything started becoz of me... i really don't know wat is wrong with my life.... why do i have to lead such a life.... i only wanted to move back to stay with my grandparents for a month and it becomes like this... and the fact that i have to choose is terrible.... i really did't want all this to happen... i want to talk to someone but i really can't find anyone to... its like the whole world has left me when i needed them most... i feel terrible now... this is so stupid.... :.(~tears flowin down my cheeks...~
but still i have to thank jannah and auntie evelyn for wishin me happy birthday today... even though its early...
...tmr is my birthday...
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
2:47 PM
Friday, August 05, 2005
just finish makin changes to my blog... thanks to salome who help me alot and to my godbro who help me even though he is sick... thanks for everything....2 more days before my birthday
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
3:07 PM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
tell u the worst thing that is happenin now... i feel like i have been beaten all over my body... whole body also pain... and my finger is still swollen becoz of wat happen on monday.. its so stupid lor... its all blue black and i don't even know y... haiz... i better recover fast for my bd... hehe... i just can't wait for that day... haiz... i miss sch somehow and don't know why... hmmm... wonder wat will happen on monday when i go to sch.... hmmm....3 more days to my birthday....
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
9:05 PM
