Sunday, June 26, 2005
really sad today... the tot of thinkin that i may lose a godbro is really sad.... i really don't want lei.... can't take it anymore.... feel like talkin to someone but... don't know want to find who.... i'm really feel like i hav broke my own heart to 1000 pics my self.... real sad.... :.(Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
4:03 PM
Saturday, June 25, 2005
ytd is a really sad day for me..... actually i wanted to edit my previous entry longer.... but i think i better finish this first.... ytd i went to watch a movie with my fren... it was really nice... i feel that my money on the ticket was worth spend... i am happy bout this.... and even told my fren thati will come back to watch this movie again another day.... after that it was all sad...... someone said something in front that really made me want to die.... i nearly cry when i heard that... so much for my happy day.... i don't think anyone of u will understand this.... it really feels terrible.... my heart has broken to 1000 pics already and scattered everywhere.... i don't even know where to find all of it now.... :( then at bout 3 i think... i brought my fren to the bus stop to send her home.... then i meet another fren S Z.... we just walk round j8 for bout less than an hour.... we declded to go to another place.... as i hav already walk round the whole j8 with my other fren before i meet her.... at first we went up to the 4th level.... outside the GV was so crowded... i was lucky i watch the 10.55am for inital D... it wasn't so crowded this morning.... then we went to habour front.... for a walk.... and i really mean a walk... we just walk up then came down and left the place to meet the others at raffles to go watch the concert 'listening'.... the concert was fine... nothin to say bout it actualy.... after the concert we waited for mrG to come out and went to mac d. to eat something.... at bout 11 we left.... and when we got down i saw my classmate there.... i was so 'huh' how come i can even see my classmate when i'm so far... i think i saw bout 5 or 6 ppl from my school already today.... talkin bout luck.... then in the mrt someone ask me something that made me really sad... i did't want to dew on this matter actually but when this qns came out... it really only made me more sad and everything.... and plus wat happen this morning... i really wish i did't came to this world.... i really don't know lah.... all i can say is i'm really hopeless now.... everything that was made just a dream for me has now been made a nightmare in a single day........ thats why i always believe dreams don't come true.... :.(Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
2:19 PM
Thursday, June 23, 2005
today is a really long day for me... i feel that the time is stretching like hell.... i have to stay home all day today... and its really like livin hell.... can't stand it already... and some more its so sian.... hmmm.... went to sentosa on tues.... it was really fun... but it was really dissappointing... very few ppl went there... only 10 ppl went.... and there was no sun.... i know i should havin went there the day before too with my other frenz... i wanted to swim.... but they did't want to lei... it was finally when they say that if i went in to the water first.... they would come along... i was so happy... but just as we were goin to the water... the rest call us back and say that we r goin to another place... i was so... haiz.... we went to play games a while then head for a bus to another place.. at that moment i tot that there goes my day... but no we went to another beach which had a bridge there... then V, S, E and mrG left early... leavin behind 6 of us we went for a swim finally... but i had to go in to the water first before the rest of them would... i just agreed... they wanted to cross the bridge to go to the other side... i did't say anything and just went along...the brige was a horror to me... i can't take all the shaking as we walk along... but watever... i just wanted to swim... S H, S W, S N, W S and me went to swim leavin J behind who was afraid of water.... poor S N hurt her leg when she was swimin... when S H wash the wound for her she grab my hand really tight... i guess it was really pain... after that we went to suntec but i left early becoz of some personal reason.... i end up sneezing and sneezing the whole nite when i got home.... and that terrible headache that stayed there for the next few hours..... and that was the end of my day... really wish i could go back to that day again... becoz it would nv happen again... that is to go out with them.... i'm goin to watch movie tmr... wonder how it would be.... i really hav too much to say... but i better stop here or it'll nv end....Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
9:43 PM
Sunday, June 19, 2005
its been a long june holiday.... but its like not havin holiday at all... i so tired from all the things i have to attend to do... and all the crap not mention here.... really wish i could just lie on the bed and sleep there for at least 3 days... lucky i did not go for ltc if not i will go crazy when i come back... and maybe even refuse to get up of my bed when i come back.... i'm in trouble again... the luvbug has bite me again.... arrrrrr..... i'm goin crazy already... can't it just spare me.... haiz.... and ytd i was really angry... wat in the world is happenin.... r ur tryin to make me vomit blood or wat.... haiz.... better relex or i'll end up scoldin ppl for no reason again... its been a while since i saw this someone... kinda miss him or wat..... but just try to not go over the limit... just think should be ok already.... sad... the thought of how he will treat me when school re-open just makes me a little sad.... but haiz... watever lah... gotta try to get over it...Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
2:47 PM
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
really so sad today.... so long already but still don't know how to use this stupid thing... then the way some ppl talk really very hurtful lor.... don't even think that person realise it.... hmm... hav been sad for so long already... wonder if that person understand is becoz of 'you'....Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
12:38 PM
