Monday, October 04, 2010
hmmm...dam bored at home now..
got insomnia again :( cnt slp in the night...
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
1:56 AM
Thursday, September 02, 2010
sometimes i wish we nv met..i rather i nv knew you..
i rather i nv envy you..
i rather i was nv jealous of you..
i rather be a stranger that just happen to pass by..
and nv had to say hi everytime we meet..
cos now..
every smile that was once shared are now tears..
every memory that was made brings pain..
every walk we took tgt are now just dark shadows..
i wish i nv loved you :'(
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
1:02 AM
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
What is pain??pain is when...
- no one listens
- no one bothers
- no one believes
- no one questions
- no one tries to understand
and most imptly...
it's when no one's there for u to cry on...
i guess i'm just not worth it...
:'( :'( :'(
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
4:55 PM
Saturday, May 08, 2010
this song made me cry :'(The Original Version
The Acoustic Version
THE LYRICS
I feel like I'm drowning in ice water
My lips have turned a shade of blue
I'm frozen with this fear
That you may disappear
Before I've given you the truth
I bleed my heart out on this paper for you
So you can see what I can't say
I'm dying here (I'm dying here)
'Cause I can't say what I want to
I bleed my heart out just for you
I've always dreamed about this moment
And now it's here and I've turned to stone
I stand here petrified
As I look you in your eyes
My head is ready to explode
I bleed my heart out on this paper for you
So you can see what I can't say
I'm dying here
'Cause I can't say what I want to
I bleed my heart out just for you
And it's all here in
Black and white and red
For all the times
Those words were never said
I bleed my heart out on this paper for you
So you can see what I can't say
I'm dying here
'Cause I can't say what I want to
I bleed my heart out just for you
I bleed my heart out just for you
:'(
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
10:54 PM
Sunday, April 18, 2010
sometimes i cry because i'm sad..because of the things i see..
because of the things i heard..
its cos of the things i get to know..
sometimes i know that knowing it would make myself sad..
but i still insist in looking for it..
and end up getting sad..
sometimes you know something is true, but its better to not see prove of that truth..
becos it will hurt so much more than it is already...
sometimes i cry because i feel remorseful..
because of the thing i say..
because of the things i do..
but how many times do i actually realize it in time to save that situation..
i really don't know..
sometimes i cry because i'm angry..
at the wrong person..
at the wrong time..
i can't control my temper sometimes and just blow at that person...
and end up feeling so bad after that..
sometimes i cry because i hate myself so much..
for the things i've done..
for nv learning to be thankful..
for nv learning to be understanding..
sometimes i cry because i want something so much but knowing that it will nv be mine..
its not something that i just know..
but its enough to hurt everytime i'm reminded of it..
sometimes i cry because i'm afraid...
afraid of losing a fren..
afraid that i will give up..
afraid that i can't be as good as your wan me to be..
i think i'm having abit of everything now :(
i wan to give up but i really dunno how..
can someone tell me how.. :( :( :(
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
12:18 AM
Saturday, March 20, 2010
just feel like blogging..but not sure what to type.. lol..
visited alot of ppl's blog today... i love to read other ppl's blog..
its hmm interesting.. and i love to see how other ppl express themselves...
eg. i love to visit mummy's blog.. haha.. its probably cos of the way she blogs.. lol..
i feel like i'm childish..
probably cos i keep having the thinking that i dun wan to grow up.. lol..
there's sumthing bout being childish that sumtimes makes me happy.. haha..
sumtimes i wonder..
am i muture?? i really dunno.. there are ppl once told me i'm muture.. i wonder why.. lol.. dun feel like i've grown up at all..
its always easier to say then to do certain things..
or maybe i'm not putting in the effort? but i'm trying.. its just not part of me to not feel overly positive all the time..
actually i'm not negative all the time.. if u think i'm like negative all the time, then you dun know me.. =.= lol.. i do feel happy... just not as much as some of you.. lol..
and for me the simplest way to be happy is chatting or spending time with my precious precious frens :) it doesnt even matter wat the topic is.. its the company that matters :)
and sumtimes i just dun feel like smiling, thus, the sad face.. lol..
this post looks so all over the place.. probably cos wat one of my fren once told me.. i have a very bz brain... thats sumthing i wun forget.. lol..
oh well~ off to play games now... lol..
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
10:23 PM
Thursday, March 18, 2010
If there was no pain in life at all,we will nv learn to appreciate happiness..
If frens nv leave u once,
we will nv realise how much they mean to us..
If they wasn't any holidays,
we wouldn't realise how much we miss our classmates..
If we nv fell once,
we wouldn't know that it would hurt...
oh well.. dun feel like typing anymore...
i noe its good for frens to be honest..
but seriously sumtimes when i'm talking to u..
i wish my heart was made of stone.. :(
but its not ur fault..
its good to be honest..
anws not like i just started to feel down..
u.. erm.. just... ____ on.. to.. it.. =.=
but it'll go off soon.. i guess..
i noe i need to change.. sry..
aaaaaiiiiyaaaaa...
irritating..
Wh3n WiLl yOu St0p Br3aKiNg My h3aRt?
11:33 PM
